I know I'm not the smartest
Most Beautiful or most talented
I'm sorry I cause you pain
I don't understand, why
CHORUS:
I'm the youngest child, and I want more than the ones before.
I was different, different times, different moms,
Different feelings, different life I've had.
I'm sorry I want more, normality, Sorry I want more than the ones before.
I have a different wants in a different age
Inside me I have a different rage.
I wanted to know how its like to have a lot of friends.
To be partially normal, but not just following trends
I used to play all by myself, sit alone, nothing after school
Always knew something was wrong with me, Wasn't even close to cool
You say I ask for so much, But do you understand me?
CHORUS-
I just want some sanity. I always needed help
No one believed, I needed a psychiatrist, I'm just strange.
I heard voices, only the screaming ones are real
I wish I never intentionally hurt myself.
I scratched at the back of my hand
Dug into my head, made me bleed.
You just call me stupid instead.
You never even noticed I once wanted suicide.
Never noticed why I cried or wanted to die.
I wanted somethings, maybe too much for you to see.
I wanted some normality, not my deformity.
CHORUS-