Mothers Pride

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Life

Fuck God?, i throw my hands to repent

But never will you hear the end of it...

Emo people i seem to resent...

Just because i kno there not heaven sent...

And i...

Lay down with bibles that i fold back and bent...

Put on glasses that are not prescribed...

and i put my head between my theighs and cry...

but with a head other than mine..

between my theighs ...

i let out wines...

So i...

Had him carve an A into my wrist..

And lesbian name it seem to represent..

Not to sure if the name was mine...

or someone that i have left behind...

Or maybe "becoming" her was on my mind...

So i inked myself out...

With "needles" and smoke that i seem to exhale out..

And laughter and jokes that i seem to let out...

And my opinon she revoked when i seem to speak out..

So ill put a finger over my lips unless its a joke that wants to come out...

i tell you " I WANT OUT"..

so i swollow your "blessing" while others cover my mouth..

and your raping my mind when i still seem to moan out...

I took everything from you but you never allowed me to fall out..

i love you for everything im without..

right along with...

the pages and dates that i seem to tear out...


Author's Notes/Comments: 

She never took the time to listen

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