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The longer I think about what I want,

The more it turns into what it's not.

My insecurity lingers, and continues to haunt.

Always find myself stuck in this same spot.

I feel my heart beat so deep.

Sometimes I can't even sleep.

The feelings I have rule my life.

It's just karma, working in spite.

I've hurt so many in my past,

Seems my feelings always come in last,

Being so selfish, I realize it now.

Karma just kicks me when I'm already down.

When my anxiety holds me back,

Confidence is what I lack.

I sit back and it blame it on you.

When will I see that I have to work too?

So much easier to put it on someone else.

I am so dependent on others help.

Refusing to just sleep all alone.

Can't stand when you speak in that awful tone.

Why can't you want me like I want you?

I guess my fairytale is too good to be true.

Why can't I wake up and just be happy?

It needs to happen, but when will that be?

Why should I fear losing this?

When I'm not happy, what is there to miss?

I guess I hope that things will get better.

Maybe it will be calm after this stormy weather.

Why can't I trust you, what has changed?

Maybe my life needs to be rearranged?

You are so insecure, but so am I.

I guess we are just missing that natural high.

Now things have sunk so low.

How will we decide to end this show?

Can you just get up and walk away?

Or will you try and always stay?