My struggle

Why can't I just simply walk away?

My heart belongs to him and there it shall stay. 

I cannot imagine loving anyone else. 

Meeting someone new hurts, it never helps. 

It starts out fine, but in good time, 

I end up crawling back to you. 

Its getting to be too much. I'm not sure what to do. 

We have spent so much time, I gave up so much for us. 

But having you in my life has become a must. 

I try to be faithful and let you go. 

But my feelings for you continue to show. 

When I imagine my future, all I see is your eyes. 

Even through all your terrible lies. 

I spent seven years tight in your arms. 

You kept me safe, lead me away from all harm. 

From the day we met, I always knew, that I would spend the rest of my life here with you. 

I fell so hard, partly cuz you accepted all my ugly scars. 

When I look back I guess I just couldn't see. 

All the things you gave to me. 

I have now realized that your gone. 

I can't even listen to certain songs. 

So many things remind me of you. 

There isn't a single day, that I don't think of the memories of me and you. 

 

What you gave me, I'll never forget it. 

Leaving it all behind, I'll always regret it.

Its funny how all the bad times are now non existent. 

Now your love is just what I'm missing. 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Regret

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