Why I am Single?

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Why I am Single?
Fear and sadness is not the hardest thing when you are single. It’s when you’re thinking that there are billions of people out there, but even one person doesn’t have the courage to fight just to be with you.
I’m single not because I’ve never been in love or I don’t find someone to admire to. It’s just that I am destined to be single.
There are who started and tried but never had faith to continue and go on finish line. They just disappear vastly and I don’t even know why? Maybe some may complain of my insensitivity. I may look like a martyr but I’m a human being with heart that can feel and eyes that can see. I’m not indifferent; it’s just me who is not fun of showing my feelings to everyone. I know it’s not cool but it helps me go on thinking no one recognizes I’m bleeding.
It’s not the pain you feel when you’re betrayed because of the lies. It’s the trust that you can’t manage to plant in the yard of those people who have good intentions that you meet along the way and that because you’re too scared to take the risks again.
Is there something wrong with me? No, it’s just that my destiny hasn’t come yet and still finding what road that leads to me.
Being in a relationship doesn’t prove you love him or her. You can love without asking love in return. I’m still young I have much time knowing everyone. Who knows when you’re not searching, you’ll find him. How great is that? True love can wait; I’ll have my own time focusing on it. And honestly, I’m still very scared to get hurt because I don’t know what I will do.
Now, I think I’m not yet ready to be in a commitment. And I have no plan to be in it. I am happy where I belong now. I’m still my father’s baby girl, and he’s still the only man in my life. Therefore I’m single and I love it.

-QLight

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