Not So Sudden Realization

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Lord Owens

Terror at the back of my mind

A small inkling of truth

Never resting never resolving

It’s always been there

I just didn’t want to face it

I shoved it in a box

Until it grew so large

The hinges broke free

I covered it with a sheet

And it slowly burned through

It will never go away

I will have to face it someday

Here goes:

You will never like me

The way I want you to

There is no hope

And I should give up

I should give up

Why can’t I give up?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

sometimes i get this crazy idea that maybe he likes me but then i realize it's just false hope.

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