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im stupid to think that you really want me

im stupid to think that you care

im stupid to think that if i really needed you

that you would actually be there

im stupid to dream about you

wanting to kiss those lips again

im stupid to have silly ideas of you and me

constantly fill my head

im stupid to worry about you

wondering if you're okay

im stupid for wanting to hold you

at the end of a busy day

im stupid to continue to miss you

knowing you dont give a shit

im stupid to shed tears for you

as i think about this

in all of my stupidity

i still love you so

its even more stupid

because you dont even know

how much i care

or how much you've hurt me

how much ive done absolutely nothing

but obsess over you and me



.......the more stupid i get

        the more stupid i feel

         the stupid thing is

           i try to make your love for me real



it was all a game to you

and i played the wrong hand

falling in love with you

was totally not the plan

so i know i would be real stupid

if you were to call me tonight

wanting to see me

wanting to make things right

i would make love to you

without hesitation

instantly feeling stupid after

cause i had been so patient

waiting for you to want me

the way i want you

knowing full well

that none of what happened was true

stupid is as stupid does

is what i always say

and that would be my last stupid move with you

before i finally walked away



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