staring down the road at lights i can no longer see
looking for someone who dont wanna be with me
the sun shining down upon my skin
i look away and look back again
sweat falls upon the ground below
i turn around though not knowing where to go
my life left when he pulled out the drive
thinking bout living without him makes me cry
it makes me wanna take my life
without him i dont think i can survive
i go to car and reach for my knife
i need to feel pain to know im alive
feeling nothing but numb, i cant really tell
cuz every day is nothing but hell