is it selfish of me
not pushing you away
or it it ok
if you choose to stay
is it so wrong for me
to want my way
inconsiderate, unhealthy,
a disaster coming to play
do i push upon others
the chaos i impose
am i consciously aware
of the dangers i behold
is it up to the other
to remain forever trapped
bound to my maddness
without an easy way out
how am i to see
what the future has in store
if i stand alone in fear
unwilling to open the door
to make a stand
one must change
the actons they portray
through out every day
maybe the advice i give
should be taken to heart
because the only way i can make a change
is to first make a start