Tiny they are,
the words that float around in my head.
I want to go crazy but instead...
I must lie down for a while,
talk to the shadows and save my smile.
Sometimes I can feel it so close by
that it wants to make me cry.
They are tiny, but they are real,
that is, these memories I feel.
They seem to be like seconds,
reality, but only for a moment,
before they pass by.
And you know that they'll be back,
but not forever.
So I stare into the vagueness of my life
and I wonder if I'll ever survive.
I know that I am better than the rest,
but not better yet, than the best.
It's like I've been waiting all my life,
for a better chance
and sometimes I wonder whether I missed it, in a second glance?
Was I not build for a better purpose?
I must not forget,
tiny they are,
but so real.
That is, these memories I feel.
They feed my dreams for a better me
and within them, it's me I see.
I must not forget
as I may regret.
I may not sleep for too long
or my chance of a lifetime may be gone.
As I lay down I know it's true,
tiny they are
but very far.
Tiny but real
I know these memories I feel
they were once and can be again.
The words that flow around my head
tell me I may not forget.
tiny tey are, but so real.
These memories are a truce I called,
which keep me beyond the world's reach.
Tiny they are, but I can still hear them preach.