Recycled Heart

My reality is a bit confusing
and If this is my imagination

is there a substance or a recent decision?

that trigger's my hallucinations?

that project your images to my everyday situations

like music without a composer
because I’d love to see your face again
The pounding in my heart is now the pounding in my brain
Its been a while since I’ve felt it beating
I feel you when you’re near and more when we’re apart
Cause I need you now more than ever
More than you’ll ever know
I’ve been lonely before
But never quite like this
Time feels like its wasting (we should be together)
There isn’t a second I’d want to miss
There’s too much of it in between (until I see you again)
I don’t care that I sound so fucken cliché
When I say “you take my breath away”
You’re so beautiful
Makes me want to forget of how I used to be
And maybe I don’t deserve you
Certainly you deserve better than me
I know I’m a mess…holding a lot on the inside
I’m hoping you wouldn’t want me any other way
For someday I won’t have to leave those things unsaid
If I lost my voice, I’d still scream your name
When anything seems possible, for you I’d find a way
Cause you’ve showed me now
That even with a recycled heart
I could love you more than anyone else

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