Once upon a time

 

It started like this.

 

Driven by attraction

 

Providing satisfaction

 

Gave a bit of action

 

You were a good distraction

 

From reality.

 

Forgot not to fall

 

Woops!

 

I tripped, accidently.

 

Landed in lust

 

Lost all trust

 

Anyway.

 

Before I met you I felt invisible.

 

Then you made me feel invincible.

 

That didn’t last long.

 

Left still stumbling                      

 

To not hide in the shadow again

 

Trying to be noticed.

 

Don’t know what for.

 

I don’t wanna be alone.

 

Im not good at it.

 

Take a look at my playlist.

 

I continue to persist.

 

I don’t know how to fit in.

 

So I take a skull of that gin.

 

Go to town for a good time.

 

Acting like im fine.

 

Really im fucked.

 

Wanna be home

 

In bed where I should be tucked.

 

Not by myself.

 

With you.

 

I see you though.

 

Its awkward.

 

I think im dreaming about before.

 

it feels like that never happened.

 

But then I remember those eyes, that smile.

 

And realise it did.

 

But all is done now.

 

I need to stop chasing.

 

Its over.

 

Finished.

 

Ended.

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