Crawling under my skin
Hating myself
For all I lack within
Nothing is there
Not a soul.
Not a heart
So cold.
Words so bold
Hiding behind fake smiles
My bleeding heart
Is on my shirt.
Lips are quivering
Body is shivering
Cold to the bone
Feeling so alone.
Another shot
Another taste
Another static
Another youth wasted
Could I take the deadly poison
The weapon that kills.
The Pills.
Gives the chills.
Dying within.
What could have been.
Change me.
Change my bad ways.
Help me get through the lonely days.
Here we are.
My obsession.
The guilt that gave me in.
Could I get over this hurdle.
Get rid of my bad intentions.
Stop these self inflicted ways.
Find a love that always stays.