Do You Hear Me Or Are You Listening?

My pain shatters like a crystalline vase

Broken, spilled, pieces everywhere

I see the missing shards

Never fully assembling to its original form

So I don’t need to slow down for you to begin to concentrate or evaluate the words that I’m sayin'

So

Do You Hear Me? or Are You Listening?



I’m in an empty soundproof box, screamin', cryin' out

Wondering what life is really about

Beginning to plea

While insanity takes over me

Causing me to call out effortlessly

In an attempt that maybe just maybe someone will hear me

So

Do You Hear Me? or Are You Listening?



Life

All alone, lonely, sad

Could whatever I did, really be that bad?

Make me wanna sit back, think, and sulk

Sulking with thoughts of determination, interpretation, concentration

Think I’m stating that I feel by myself in this world

I’m left surrounded in darkness

So

Do You Hear Me? or Are You Listening?



Passion lies

Does it lie within love or lust?

How can it lie in love if it lacks trust?

Keeping this in makes me wanna combust!

So

Do You Hear Me?!? Or Are You Listening?



So with all the bridges burned

From the lessons learned

And the tables turned

And the feelings yearned

I want

To

Let it all go

Throw,

These burdens off a cliff, off a bridge, out my head

Dead

That part of me is dead

So

Do You Hear Me? or Are You Listening?



My heart aches, aches with such an intensity

So intense that with each pump of my heartbeat

It bleeds

Bleeds from all the souls I could've saved, if only I had been more brave

IF ONLY I HAD BEEN MORE BRAVE

If only I had been,

More brave

So Do You Hear Me? or Are You Listening?



Well if you were hearing then,

I want you to listen to me now

All these burdens that lied on my heart, now I can have a brand new start

The me that sinned, lied, cried, tried, and constantly fell short

The me that was ugly, worthless, would never amount to anything, limited possibilities

Is now free,

You see,

I have every opportunity that my Father has for me

Because I am a queen

Black. Strong, Beautiful

So

Did you just Hear Me? Or Were You Listening?

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