To be completed
at a later date—
all these dreams
and attempted poems
assassinated
by the limits
of my mind
Coming back later
to wrap this thing up
and clean up after
the previous crew
yes, we’se always losing
something in everything
we gain along the way
and the human cost
remains staggering
We’re still wondering
what ever wuz
with all the grand dreams
of fame and fortune
gone awry in surreal
hallucinogenic slippage
into bland nightmare
None of it matters
too much saving dolphins
or impoverished children
rescuing saints from prison
and poets from obscurity
Still trying to be
a filmmaker
even though I know
nothing of the sort
on how or why
watching wrestling
and Star Trek
(The Next Generation)
with Moroccan hashish
swallowed like aspirin
or reggae or Celtic
poetry by Zen mystics
without our understanding H Crane
without grasping Pasolini
none of it registers
within my conscious grasp
wishing insane odes
of eager, archetypal dreams
gone astray thru
minefields in the prairie
It’s all gone on
for far too long
in a random precision
and decisions made from
a draw out of a hat
roll of a dice
Snake Eyes!
Snake Eyes!
I done got a bad
draw again
got the short stick
got the short stick
Oh my, what it means?
What do all the bad luck
have to do with life?
Can’t answer yet
But I’m working on it
maybe
but not really
all that amazed
with the efforts
passable
C –
at best