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1 Love is an oxymoron Poem 2004 2 306 19 years ago
2 It Poem 2004 3 164 19 years ago
3 Self Destruction Poem 2004 2 194 19 years ago
4 My Confidant Poem 2004 219 19 years ago
5 Poison Poem 2004 2 174 19 years ago
6 Is This A Dream Poem 2004 1 163 19 years ago
7 Unusual Television Poem 2004 166 19 years ago
8 Conversations with the rain Poem 2004 1 174 19 years ago
9 I'm gonna hold you Poem 2004 177 19 years ago
10 You go crazy Poem 2004 164 19 years ago
11 By Myself Poem 2004 2 152 19 years ago
12 Love of my life Poem 2004 160 19 years ago
13 If I don't get to hold you Poem 2004 180 19 years ago
14 I never want to stop Poem 2004 162 19 years ago
15 Fighter For Life Poem 2004 1 154 19 years ago
16 Nothing Poem 2004 1 167 19 years ago
17 You were always there Poem 2004 1 171 19 years ago
18 When I say I love you Poem 2004 3 160 19 years ago
19 Angels wings Poem 2004 3 224 19 years ago
20 Screaming Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
21 Confessions of a bipolar girl Poem 2004 4 302 19 years ago
22 Every breath, every word Poem 2004 1 177 19 years ago
23 Never enough Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
24 Words Poem 2004 177 19 years ago
25 Why I hate silence Poem 2004 2 164 19 years ago
26 Voices (what it's like) Poem 2004 2 151 19 years ago
27 Shades of a love that keeps me alive tonight Poem 2004 2 150 19 years ago
28 You are my reason for breathing Poem 2004 2 3,190 19 years ago
29 Tears that sting my eyes Poem 2004 149 19 years ago
30 Hope Poem 2004 1 156 19 years ago
31 The dream (Bethany's song) Poem 2004 160 19 years ago
32 I will love him whether you like it or not Poem 2004 7 270 19 years ago
33 Untrusted Poem 2004 2 210 19 years ago
34 World in your eyes Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
35 6 ways I could try to get their attention Poem 2004 4 203 19 years ago
36 I call your name Poem 2004 8 211 19 years ago
37 Welcome to my living hell Poem 2004 184 19 years ago
38 Never had someone to call "my love" Poem 2004 1 143 19 years ago
39 I'm going crazy Poem 2004 1 193 19 years ago
40 An explanation that defines the "no" mood Poem 2004 2 177 19 years ago
41 Am I going crazy Poem 2004 2 413 19 years ago
42 Thank you for keeping me alive (a thank you note for "my love") Poem 2004 1 529 19 years ago
43 You can't run Poem 2004 1 262 19 years ago
44 Slowly killing herself in a hidden suicide Poem 2004 6 243 19 years ago
45 If I ever committed suicide Poem 2004 2 226 19 years ago
46 Make believe world Poem 2004 1 148 19 years ago
47 Outspoken, speechless, thoughtless Poem 2004 2 185 19 years ago
48 Run Poem 2004 1 146 19 years ago
49 No reason to be afraid Poem 2004 121 19 years ago
50 Taboo (until I met you) Poem 2004 1 167 19 years ago
51 Sunshine came again Poem 2004 2 164 19 years ago
52 I could pretend Poem 2004 2 153 19 years ago
53 You were there for me (my comfort through the pain) Poem 2004 1 144 19 years ago
54 The first time I breathed Poem 2004 1 166 19 years ago
55 Prince (my favorite dog) Poem 2004 140 19 years ago
56 More than words can say (I'm sorry) Poem 2004 1 272 19 years ago
57 How do I deal? Poem 2004 2 234 19 years ago
58 Wrapped up in your love Poem 2004 244 19 years ago
59 Blink of an eye Poem 2004 4 229 19 years ago
60 Kill me more and more each minute Poem 2004 1 163 19 years ago
61 Unspoken (I love you, I love you not) Poem 2004 1 190 19 years ago
62 I'll try not to breathe Poem 2004 1 168 19 years ago
63 How you make me feel Poem 2004 4 174 19 years ago
64 Another lonely goodbye Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
65 Fake knife Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
66 Star that takes my breath away Poem 2004 2 174 19 years ago
67 Neverending apology Poem 2004 1 171 19 years ago
68 May I have your attention please Poem 2004 2 139 19 years ago
69 Look again (something is better than nothing) Poem 2004 144 19 years ago
70 Attention cutters Poem 2004 4 185 19 years ago
71 Times that "hello" can't even describe Poem 2004 1 131 19 years ago
72 6 months to live Poem 2004 1 157 19 years ago
73 Remember me Poem 2004 1 142 19 years ago
74 On my own (who cares) Poem 2004 151 19 years ago
75 Hiding from the person in the mirror Poem 2004 125 19 years ago
76 Glass case (show me love) Poem 2004 1 147 19 years ago
77 Where are you? Poem 2004 1 148 19 years ago
78 Friendship.............but then again Poem 2004 1 178 19 years ago
79 Just say "no" to the urge of my comfort Poem 2004 1 273 19 years ago
80 Dying for a living Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
81 X-hero Poem 2004 155 19 years ago
82 Mental illness is forever Poem 2004 1 147 19 years ago
83 Tears of someone who loves you Poem 2004 2 151 19 years ago
84 Bipolar disorder Poem 2004 1 172 19 years ago
85 Quiet love Poem 2004 4 137 19 years ago
86 Breathe you out of my life Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
87 Let me introduce you to the voices in my head Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
88 Reality? Poem 2004 157 19 years ago
89 Exit at your own risk Poem 2004 156 19 years ago
90 Dial 911 if you want to rescue me Poem 2004 1 201 19 years ago
91 Crippled thoughts (death of a thought) Poem 2004 1 200 19 years ago
92 Reaching out maybe there's a chance Poem 2004 303 19 years ago
93 Possibly the best thing since sliced bread Poem 2004 3 261 19 years ago
94 Touch my banjo Poem 2004 3 284 19 years ago
95 Empty Poem 2004 2 275 19 years ago
96 I feel for you Poem 2004 1 158 19 years ago
97 Can't take my God away Poem 2004 2 248 19 years ago
98 Beauty Poem 2004 2 176 19 years ago
99 Psychology teacher Poem 2004 4 225 19 years ago
100 And he will lead the way Poem 2004 1 215 19 years ago
101 Bleed Poem 2004 2 218 19 years ago
102 Unconditional love we take for granted Poem 2004 3 231 19 years ago
103 Holding me Poem 2004 1 184 19 years ago
104 How do you say goodbye to sunshine? Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
105 Gambling is illegal Poem 2004 1 166 19 years ago
106 It's all good Poem 2004 172 19 years ago
107 Why breathe Poem 2004 1 204 19 years ago
108 Maybe if I was broken Poem 2004 162 19 years ago
109 Hold your breath Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
110 If I would ever dare Poem 2004 1 207 19 years ago
111 Don't you dare (words of the voices in my head) Poem 2005 2 275 19 years ago
112 Tears Uncried Poem 2005 1 210 19 years ago
113 Look at my disappearing act Poem 2005 180 19 years ago
114 I'm not okay Poem 2005 1 152 19 years ago
115 Portrait of missing you Poem 2005 187 19 years ago
116 She still smiles Poem 2005 2 167 19 years ago
117 Thanks to the music Poem 2004 2 295 19 years ago
118 Reese's cup (hold on tight) Poem 2005 292 19 years ago
119 Asthma attack (if I could) Poem 2005 175 19 years ago
120 You've never lived (The Amazing Daedalus theme song) Poem 2005 242 19 years ago
121 Things the quiet girl wants to say Poem 2005 286 19 years ago
122 I can hold you in my fantasies Poem 2005 2 175 19 years ago
123 One grape without a seed Poem 2005 2 189 19 years ago
124 Obsessing my life away Poem 2005 187 19 years ago
125 Weather Report Poem 2005 183 19 years ago
126 I gave up Poem 2005 202 19 years ago
127 Something more Poem 2005 189 19 years ago
128 Obsession Poem 2005 2 209 19 years ago
129 Alive Poem 2005 1 181 19 years ago
130 I still love you Poem 2005 3 199 19 years ago
131 If you ever wonder how I'm doing without you Poem 2005 1 163 19 years ago
132 I will (oath of a Jesus freak) Poem 2005 1 266 19 years ago
133 Restless Poem 2005 2 163 19 years ago
134 More than you'll ever know Poem 2005 1 173 19 years ago
135 I can breathe again Poem 2005 1 209 19 years ago
136 1-10 (and I'll do it again) Poem 2005 1 175 19 years ago
137 Conditioned to fear Poem 2005 166 19 years ago
138 Suicide is the biggest mistake Poem 2005 149 19 years ago
139 Back in your arms again Poem 2005 5 181 19 years ago
140 Feed the Deer Poem 2005 1 179 19 years ago
141 Prayer for Sophie Poem 2005 1 198 19 years ago
142 Wanted: Dead or Alive Poem 2005 191 19 years ago
143 An e-mail you will probably never recieve Poem 2005 1 256 19 years ago
144 I was there Poem 2005 1 162 19 years ago
145 A million stars, A million pennies Poem 2005 178 19 years ago
146 I never cried Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
147 Completely Lost Poem 2005 3 211 19 years ago
148 Put the feeding tube back in Poem 2005 2 198 19 years ago
149 Who I am Poem 2005 2 163 19 years ago
150 If Only Poem 2005 176 19 years ago
151 Cause and Effect Poem 2005 320 19 years ago
152 Your fantasy Poem 2005 2 231 19 years ago
153 If I was your love Poem 2005 3 174 19 years ago
154 The night I learned how to live Poem 2005 158 19 years ago
155 I'm not afraid Poem 2005 3 172 19 years ago
156 If I could cry Poem 2005 167 19 years ago
157 I'm not the Beauty Queen Poem 2005 2 216 19 years ago
158 Dreaming I was Cinderella Poem 2005 1 166 19 years ago
159 Uninvited Guest Poem 2005 3 185 19 years ago
160 Nightime Breakdown Poem 2005 179 19 years ago
161 Rain Poem 2005 1 169 19 years ago
162 Old Candle Poem 2005 1 192 19 years ago
163 My Everything Poem 2005 1 170 19 years ago
164 Pretending.......Just Pretending Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
165 Frozen Image Poem 2005 1 179 19 years ago
166 Tonight Poem 2005 1 169 19 years ago
167 Create me Poem 2005 167 19 years ago
168 Big Brother Poem 2005 3 208 19 years ago
169 A new Angel arrived in Heaven Poem 2005 1 335 19 years ago
170 To tell or not to tell Poem 2005 2 395 19 years ago
171 I have disappeared Poem 2005 3 351 19 years ago
172 Words go dry Poem 2005 1 264 19 years ago
173 Don't take it away Poem 2005 4 194 18 years ago
174 I'm addicted to Crunchy M&Ms Poem 2005 2 269 18 years ago
175 Fearless Poem 2005 1 198 18 years ago
176 AHHHHH! Poem 2005 3 197 18 years ago
177 Live for you Poem 2005 1 250 18 years ago
178 Release Poem 2005 1 211 18 years ago
179 This is what pisses me off Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
180 So Breathe Poem 2005 2 212 18 years ago
181 I was crying Poem 2005 2 181 18 years ago
182 Please don't leave me lifeless Poem 2005 2 186 18 years ago
183 And Lonlieness Lingers On Poem 2005 8 248 18 years ago
184 Tangled in a spider web Poem 2005 1 204 18 years ago
185 Again Poem 2005 2 183 18 years ago
186 With colorless petals Poem 2005 1 350 18 years ago
187 No cure for this kind of pain Poem 2005 2 274 18 years ago
188 Unreal Poem 2005 165 18 years ago
189 One night stand Poem 2005 181 18 years ago
190 Can't get you out of my head Poem 2005 215 18 years ago
191 Walk with you forever Poem 2005 198 18 years ago
192 Perfect love Poem 2005 1 172 18 years ago
193 You are worthy of my tears Poem 2005 1 453 18 years ago
194 You are Poem 2005 1 190 18 years ago
195 I'm not pretty Poem 2005 2 420 18 years ago
196 Will you hold me? Poem 2005 1 155 18 years ago
197 Friends like you Poem 2005 184 18 years ago
198 Walked the earth Poem 2005 1 207 18 years ago
199 Pretend that I'm fine Poem 2005 214 18 years ago
200 Find myself dead Poem 2005 2 183 18 years ago
201 Please don't Poem 2005 196 18 years ago
202 I'm so broken Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
203 Cry with me Poem 2005 1 164 18 years ago
204 I can't, I just can't Poem 2005 182 18 years ago
205 Still wouldn't love you Poem 2005 174 18 years ago
206 Like an angel Poem 2005 277 18 years ago
207 Niagra Falls fell from my eyes Poem 2005 2 187 18 years ago
208 God Poem 2005 1 213 18 years ago
209 Just my Uncle and me Poem 2005 3 234 18 years ago
210 Scream Poem 2005 1 182 18 years ago
211 Detached Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
212 Fading Poem 2005 2 211 18 years ago
213 Worth what I died for Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
214 Don't hold anything back Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
215 One thousand angels Poem 2005 1 205 18 years ago
216 Completely Poem 2005 185 18 years ago
217 Prayer for my best friend Poem 2005 2 229 18 years ago
218 Holy one Poem 2005 1 224 18 years ago
219 You nourish me Poem 2005 1 205 18 years ago
220 New life Poem 2005 1 314 18 years ago
221 Breath of life Poem 2005 1 317 18 years ago
222 Can't let go Poem 2005 2 211 18 years ago
223 My best friend Poem 2005 181 18 years ago
224 Your love Poem 2005 1 283 18 years ago
225 One last wish Poem 2005 1 177 18 years ago
226 Artist's portrait Poem 2005 1 328 18 years ago
227 Without you Poem 2005 1 339 18 years ago
228 One more breath Poem 2005 1 317 18 years ago
229 Ashamed Poem 2005 3 361 18 years ago
230 Punching bag Poem 2005 1 277 18 years ago
231 When I'm with you Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
232 Lift me up Poem 2005 1 213 18 years ago
233 For you Poem 2005 1 197 18 years ago
234 Family Portrait Poem 2005 1 200 18 years ago
235 Haunted Poem 2005 1 183 18 years ago
236 All I want for Christmas Poem 2005 3 240 18 years ago
237 Sacrifice Poem 2005 1 384 18 years ago
238 Bang me Poem 2005 400 18 years ago
239 Used Poem 2005 1 392 18 years ago
240 The last poem I ever write Poem 2005 3 364 18 years ago
241 Our king Poem 2005 1 366 18 years ago
242 Kingdom above Poem 2005 1 229 18 years ago
243 The turtle song Poem 2005 2 316 18 years ago
244 All along Poem 2005 2 293 18 years ago
245 How beautiful (I can't imagine) Poem 2005 2 295 18 years ago
246 Make me bleed Poem 2005 1 312 18 years ago
247 Joy of Christmas Poem 2005 1 264 18 years ago
248 Crying out Poem 2005 1 274 18 years ago
249 Paranoid Poem 2005 1 223 18 years ago
250 You linger on Poem 2005 1 256 18 years ago