My Crime

I can feel you always there.

You grab and torture my heart,

grasp and rip apart my mind

'til I fear I'm not all there,

make me feel my soul's damned,

and part me from all blessings.

I often know that you're there,

but I've never seen your face.

You're keeping me from heaven,

but I do not know your name,

severity, or nature.

You may kill me in the end

or send me deep into hell,

but I know not what I've done

to have the sentence I'll get.

Why have you come to torture

my body, mind, and spirit?

Maybe I'll find out someday.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Felt like this for years.  I often wonder just what I've done or how much I've done to feel like this.

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