WHAT TO DO?

Nightfall:

with the shrinking moon

and the dim stars

pass my moments

one by one

like the remnants of rain

falling one by one

silently and unnoticed

I am tugged by the loneliness

which like an octopus

closes in on me.

My best friend and my beloved

are in faraway lands

while the stretching lull of darkness

does not lend me peace.

What to O heart

What to do?

The jocundity of hollow tunes

Does not provide me merriment

The trap of time

Looms menacingly without a hush

Like a giant spider's web

All around my soul's prison

Is constant struggle my fate?

Where is the reward of my honest efforts?

Can anybody console me?

I am struggling

To reach out to my havens

of fidelity, love, warmth and bliss

Yet the whirlpool of my destiny

Mocks and pulls me down and deep

What am I to do?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

COMPOSED ON THE 27TH OF SEPTEMBER, 2O1O. POSTED ON THE 30TH OF SEPTEMBER, 2010.

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