Lost

Inky night, invisible stars

Suspended state

Lost in a sea of memories and regrets

Numbness of the mind

Shifted sense of reality

Time is frozen, but moving faster than ever

Waiting for something

Trying to hold on

Slipping hands

 

I've lost my grip

 

Anger towards the undeserving

Uncontrollable fire

Hurting those who love me most

Violent tornado

Wreaking havoc

They fear me now

 

My own family

Is afraid of me

 

Internal hatred

Demon

I have to leave

Unthinkable

But slowly, day by day

It becomes an option

I have to save them from myself

 

Weighing my choices

Deciding my fate

 

All at once, the dark night

Creeps in

And I'm once again lost

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