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Pressure
God I just want to give up
I do not know where I am supposed to be
I’m feeling so lost, feeling so guilty
I am so messed up, and I feel guilty
Cuz I am supposed be be positive
But all I feel buried deep inside is negativity
Pressure is building as I try perfection at it’s best
But it doesn’t seem to be working
And I try my best at winning
But still to no avail, I feel like caving
Weary and worn out
Sickness enters this life
What I would give just to dump all this out
And let someone know what I am all about
What I would do just to hold onto this priceless gem
What I would do not to give in
But I’m having a tough time cuz I am so weak
Come on my mind’s eye keeps on whispering
Stop pretending, and show them who you really are
Come on you know who you really want to be
I’m tired of putting up a charade
Making this life up day to day
Pretending everything is ok
Cuz Christianity says I need to say I’m fine
Even when deep inside I just wish to die
I need to act out how I am totally ok
Well guess what? Screw this cuz I am not ok
Come on let’s get some honesty out on the table
Cuz right now I do not feel like walking this any longer
But God please understand how I feel
I’ll never give you up
Never in this life would I dream of this
But I just want people to know I am not perfect
I’m going to keep striving forth
I’ll play through this pain
But I do not have any clue how
I’ll actually make it through the day
Somehow the crying will cause this to drain
I know that one day I’ll look back
With my wife in my arms
Thinking wow things turned out ok
