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16 year old heartbreak
How could you just up and forget
all the times that were spent.
Building up what seemed to be
a love between you and me.
The days on the phone and nights on end
talking to who I thought was my best friend.
You would tell me things that sounded true
if only I could've caught onto you.
Picked up on the games you played
and all the times you never stayed.
Stuck by my side when I was down
instead of kicking all my feelings around.
Now I realize it mattered not to you
as long as someone loved you true.
You didn't care what it meant to them
your promises were so empty handed.
I wish that you now could see
what exactly you did to me.
Perhaps you wouldn't be able to bare
what you've done, that's why you don't care.
If you knew exactly what you did
if you realized how foolish you acted.
Thinking that you could get away
with all the stupid games you played.
Instead now you found someone new
and I know that you'll play around with her too.
You go for the young ones cause they know not what they do
you go for the ones who know absolutely nothing about you.
Well I know exactly the kind of person you are
keeping everyone who cares about you afar.
Holding everything inside withought thinking of the consequences
trying to play everything off like it has no effect or offenses.
You tell no one your feelings keeping them all inside
and there are only a few who actually care about what you hide.
Well one of the few would be me, yes me
regardless of the endless fights and screams.
I care about all the pains that you feel
I know that somewhere in there, the pain is real.
I wish that you could tell me the truth
about what is really eating at you.
If you could just tell me please I'll help you through
all the times that you feel someone is hurting you.
I know I wish that you could see my pain
but I can deal, regardless of how I rant and rave.
I love you and just want to help you deal
with everything that I know you feel.
You push me away constantly from the truth
but I don't care, because I'll stand by you.
Regardless of what you've done to me
It's all in the past, and I forgive you see.
It's all about the future, regardless of who you're with
you still matter most to me and that's the diff.
People come and go in your life but I promise that I'll stay
so please quit trying to push me away.
Quit singing songs about how I'm better without you
you don't know all the things that I would do.
Just to be where you are, to help you through your days
to be there when you feel like your pain is in replay.
I'm not a young one and I know what I do
and I don't feel stupid for loving you.
I know that there is some good in you
and I promise that I will help you through.
Regardless of whether you want me there
it's too late, plus I've got time to spare.
So if you need me you know I'm always here
just come to me, and I'll help you with your fear.
If it be fear of losing that special one
or if it's a fear of confessing your love.
I'll understand and try to help you out
because I'll know exactly what it's about.
To have the feeling of fear of a loss
is something I wish you didn't have to come across.
If I could, I'd take it all away for you
because that's exactly what best friends do.
Even though you don't think of me that way
and I know sometimes you wish I wouldn't stay.
I don't care because I won't leave your side
so please don't try to leave me behind.
I'll always be there through the good and the bad
because I love you and I just want you to never be sad.
And if I'm not the one for you I understand
but I'll always be there to hold your hand.
