The tears on my pillow,
Come from deep within my soul.
They are my pain, my sadness,
My tears are me losing all control.
I can scream out in anger,
I can cry out in pain.
Would you understand me?
Or would you be like everyone else and think I was insane?
I do not wish for understanding,
I do not wish for your heart.
This is my pain that I control alone,
For this is me alone waiting for my depart.
My tears feel so cold,
They taste like an empty soul.
My tears are my biggest fear,
I am scared that I am losing control.
I am reminded of what my tears will bring,
The darkness of the sky at night,
The fear of a long dark road.
The scream from so much pain,
But the peace of yet another day.
The tears on my pillow are just me,
Wondering where my next step will be.
Do not fear for what I fill,
This is just me waiting for my heart to heal.
The tears on my pillow say it all,
What do you tears tell you?