Stay out of my head
remove yourself from my dreams.
Stop the fucking torture
remove the past from memory.
There are still tears in these eyes
even though it's been years since that pain.
When does the nightmare end
can it be when I'm old and grey?
How much more of this can I take
I'm already about to burst.
I'm tired of this life I lead
sick of all my hidden fears.
In the dead of night, in my slumber,
it's your face I see, haunting me.
Creating more misery
I awake with tears in my eyes
and a broken heart because of your lies.
Can't you see your not wanted?
Everytime you hug me
my skin crawls in disgust
I hate the way you feel near me
it makes me want to rot away.
Dead inside and still I cry
all this pain that is me.
All the hideous memories
consume every part of me.
Whats left of me to experience
the happiness in life, if any?
You've killed everything I ever had
my heart, my mind, and my soul.