The darkness dripped down my back, even in the light.
The comfort TV was only helping slightly.
Same with the meds and the yoga and the meditation. (OK, I wasn't meditating.)
The cuddly, Calico cat snored on the bed —
another small contentment.
And maybe the only thing keeping me together was denial.
And maybe I should fill out that psych intake form.
But who has the time?
I have to keep getting up, with the darkness drenching me, and pretend like I'm not drowning.