Tears Uncried

I've fallen from grace

my life has slowly been filled with lies.

Around me everyone is smiling

only I know of my disgrace.



Why didn't you help me?



The flowers bloom, the trees sprout leaves

yet my soul, is still dying by degrees

my heart riddled throughout with disease.



WHY didn't you save me?!



My eyes fill with water

the tears beg to be cried.

With a few blinks of my eyes

my will is back in place.

I force them away

push them back to where they hide

as a little more, I die inside



WHY DON'T YOU help me?!?!



The tears turn acidic

they begin to eat away

to strip away

to rot away

what is left of my humanity.



WHY DON'T YOU HEAR MY CRIES?!?!?



As the pain twists the knife inside me

my eyes begin to bleed

for tears I will not cry



WHY CAN'T YOU SEE MY LIFE BLEEDING AWAY?!?!?!



Laughter echoes around me

yet it contains no amusement.

It's full of pain and sorrow

borders on hysteria.



WHERE ARE YOUR TEARS OF BENEDICTION FOR THIS BROKEN SOUL?



I find myself on my knees

with my head thrown back.

The agony continues, from my mouth

to pour forth.



.............. why don't you love me?

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