To You

To You

The day I met you was so surreal,
you swept me off my feet it didn't feel real
i wrote u a poem telling you of this
and i sealed it with a kiss
telling you how much i love you
and you said you loved me too

we were together for so long
and things started to go wrong
all the stress got to us
but we stuck together and got threw it and i learned to trust
you began to tell lies, all i did was try
I was the only one who believed in you, so why did you make me cry?

I was there for you even if it killed me
So why was it so hard for you to see?
you taught me how to let people in and fall in love
i fell in love with you.. even when push came to shove

In my birthday card you said you would never leave
i guess that was another lie, but i was too blind to see
i wanted to write you a letter telling you how i feel
i didnt think you deserved hearing me out so i didnt, and it kills
i know I was probably harsh at times but it was for your own good
i wouldnt of had to be if you had listened like you knew you of should

even though there were tough times like many relationships do
there were also good times and it hurts they are through
i wish the best for you i really do
otherwise id be hoarding and bothering you
it's your life and i can accept this, even if it's killing me
no one knows this of course i stay strong and let it be

unfortunately deep down i miss you so,
if there was a button to forget you
believe me, id push it and out my mind you will go
a part of me is still waiting for you to walk through the door
realise you made a mistake and look at me like you did before
i know this is stupid and im probably a fool
however im going to continue smiling and stay cool

I hate the way I remember your smell
and the way you whispered in my ear, all the sweet things you would tell
i even hate the fact im writing this because it means im thinking of you
but what hurts me the most is the way you left out of the blue
why did u have to be such a coward and treat me that way
i thought i deserved better for all that i did, but i forgive you for all that you didnt say

This is the last poem i will write of you
maybe one day you will read it too
for now im off and going to bed
and unfortunately continue having thoughts of you running through my head..

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