Nothing could explain
The way I feel inside
All the pain throughout my body
The reasons I have cried
No words could describe
How empty I feel
I wish that this was just a dream
I wish this wasn't real
But it happened anyway
An intoxicated night
I didn't want to do it
I knew it wasn't right
Lust ran through my veins
And hormones rushed around
I raped myself of dignity
But didn't make a sound
I hurt the one I love
And broke my own heart
After this act of lust
My world just fell apart
I gave away my innocence
To a stranger that was there
I regret every moment
And he just didn't care
I lost myself forever
Never to return
This mistake I will remember
It's a lesson I have learned