Trying Again

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Me!!!!

So tired of being lonely

I'm done feeling lost

I want my one and only

I don't want to care the cost

 

But its not just me anymore

My heart would mend

But their pain I can't ignore

On this I will not bend 

 

I'm their mother

Protector of their hearts

There is no other

To keep away the bad parts

 

I try so hard to do everything right

I constantly worry

Every day and night

Trying not to hurry

 

Not to fall as hard and fast

As I've done many times before

Through out my past

I don't want to run and shut the door

 

I'm tired of having to hide

Trying not to let them see

Keeping everything inside

Trying to save them from me

 

My heart is so weak

My pain so great 

I feel like a freak

Being afraid of a date

 

I'm holding on with all my might

I will keep pushing on

keep fighting the fight

Never let this part be gone

 

The part that cares to much

Wishing and longing

For that special touch

dreaming of belonging

 

Of feeling completely free

With the man who makes me whole

The one who loves me

The other half of my soul

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

But it's not just me anymore

I want to let go and fall

Thoughts of their pain I can't ignore

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

About what it'll cost

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