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seams all i can do to not think of you is to be unsober tryin to block everyone out tryin my best to stay in my own little world but i say I cant stay sober if its over wish that i wouldnt know that it was over becauz now i cant stay sober thinkin of all thos word there screamin at me in my head over and over agin im scremin im cryin why why cant i stay sober get over you i dont understand why why did you do whut you did why did you go to her house and in her bed then you came back and got in my bed its not right whut did i do for to dezerve this i did nothin i beged i pleaded dont do it no more and you sade baby i wont but you lied you lied threought your teath and now its over and i cant stay sober wonderin if i took you back if i could become sober agin im wonting to my harts sayin yes but my mnds screamin no wonderin which to listen to but i got it im goin with m y mind becaus my harts blinded by my love for you but thats fine im goin to become sober getin over you annd seein the light in my fucher so now im sayin i think you should know this thank you thank you very much ive found someone els someone who stays fathful to me dosent cheat dosent lie he helped me get sober now im lovein him like crazy...........

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well my boyfriend cheated on me uncountable time but i felt the only way for me not to think of him was to not be sober but now ive found somebody somebody whos worth me stayin sober for

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