feeling

im in a dark stage not wonting to be near anyone not wonting to hear your voice are there voice not wonting to hear anybodys voice wont to curl up in a ball at the foot of my bed and cry day and night filling dark inside like knowbody cares filling scared fillin like i wona give up at times but i know i must pull myself togathere for my family i know my family kneeds me i must hold my filling in not leting them show smile like theres nothing wrong holding my tears back even though its killing me inside im must go on when all are in bed i must let it out crying for hours asking GOD whuts wrong with me no longer can i hold it back i have to scream let it out im CRYING i cant help it but sudnaly i stop i have to hold myself togather for all who kneed me im just goin to hold it in and smile like theres nothing wrong hold my tears back make everyone thik im happy even though i fill as if im breaking down in side and dying...........

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