Haunting me

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Haunting me

I see the way you stare at me

Waiting to take your first drink

Of my tears which have become like blood



What keeps me here?



Stalking your prey

I know what you’re planning

Like a vampire

Walking leisurely

Watching me

Pulling me into your darkness



I kept loving you



Raping me

I never resisted

I am used to being goods



What about all I have done

My trust and support

My tears my friendship

Waiting for you

Changing myself into your reverie



I know what you are doing

I am not dumb

You found another girl

Who thinks deep thoughts

And you still won’t let me leave



I have nightmares

Your hands probing grabbing striking

Can I at least medicate first

So that it doesn’t hurt so much

You know how to reach that part of me that won’t resist

The girl that is used to being used

The part that would rather give in

Cause if you fight it hurts so much more



I believed in you

I gave up everything

Only to sit here on the edge of eternity

Waiting for you to strike



You can paint me as the villain

But remember who the artist is



Black clouds gather

As you haunt me

Stalking me



Will it be poison?

Or strangulation

Or will my last breath be fought in vain

As I lay in a ocean of my own blood



I can’t turn out the lights

Don’t fall asleep

Don’t close your eyes



I am tired of being yours

This time I am fighting back

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