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Love

You broke something in me

The ability to completely trust another

I will forever second guess

I never second guessed

And maybe that was a problem

My ability to completely trust you

To believe that look of sincerity in your eyes

I no longer see sincerity

It died in you



I can’t help but still love you

Maybe I can help it but I will choose to love you regardless

I meant everything I said to you

Even if to you words are meaningless

Words are to promises are to vows

And they change for you

To easily

To quickly



When a woman shows interest in me now

I turn her down

I don’t want to bother

I can’t go through again what I went through with you

Loving and trusting someone so completely

And believing them when they said the same things to you

Just to have their feelings change so easily



I don’t lie

I don’t handle lying

And you lied to not just me but my son

And that I can’t find a word that describes

The level of betrayal I feel

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