this drama got me stressing....
of this pain thats in me nesting.....
because i was forced to move to fast..
and it just feels like this relationship is gonna blast..
not the way we want but the way its made to...
and thats not what we thought so...
its kind of dissapointing that we let it get this bad.
its been mostly my fault and thats what makes me sad..
she says "here we go depression alex...
but its just so hard to relax....
i try to take the burden on my shoulders...
and sometimes i just cant take these boulders...
yea theres times i breakdown...
and many times i put the the face of a clown...
i try to take it all the burden of everyone around me..
and for some people thats so plain to see....
i might crave for attention....
im depressing sometimes and that you dont gotta mention..
but you know when you need someone im here for you....
thats when i fit like the perfect shoe...
without a complain or strain im there....
and that will never change i swear...