12 Hearts

when she found me I was a bit vulnerable.
Met through music thought she would be the one.
For my life was sound and she was destined to play Like did.
She decided to favor another sound as I worked to keep hers close to my ears.
I talked her up. I knew I was let down.
so profound.

The feelings faded my heart healed.
I fell for the beauty of a girl that was a sister of a friend.
lets just say i regret that too the end.
not only did she have a boyfriend but she tore my heart out
as I lost all my friends. its safe she was a regret.

moving on from this bump in the road.
I met a girl who was vulnerable like me.
I just wanted sex. sadly but she attached to me.
we got caught on a road shoulder for indecent exposer.
her daddy wasn't a happy camper so I packed up
and left the morning after.

the next one is a blast from the past.
a first kiss. it felt like bliss.
I loved to love. yet I knew little of what I was doing.
she has a kid now and she is still as pretty as the first time we met.
i am honored to call her my first love.

I could see the light in this girls eyes.
a crush of all crushes
Tiger eyes. My heart flourished.
was so overtaken by infatuation
I could not seal the deal.
she walked out before I could even feel.

She had demon eyes. I should have known
cold to the bone. was paid money by an enemy
to break my heart for his entertainment.
lets just say she succeeded.
not sure what to call it but pain
was easily subsided.

she was a drop dead. classy and sexy.
she had a boyfriend. I could not wait for my time.
so I taken it at the worst time.
she cheated and she felt defeated as I felt what I thought was love.
she played a magic trick and decided to disappear.
run back to what she thought brought her happiness.
I am still not over this. But she was gone with the most perfect kiss.

she came and went.
loved me then she left.
ripped my heart out.
then made me feel love.
I was played so hard
I drank a fifth of rubbing alcohol.
it was not right at all.
toxic as toxic can get.
the most pain I ever felt in a short period of time.
I was gone for a year to recover from heavy drugs
she introduced me too.
the love that sent me to rehabilitation.
what an abomination.

she was a little crazy
I was a bit hazy and lazy.
passing the time with this one.
left her in the dust.
she got back at me
by making a friendship rust
as she seen our fall out as a success.
another heartless addict I wasted my time with.

Connections come. Connections go.
The next was a little low.
I messed this up when I influenced by pain.
I said some things that should have made this girl run.
she did and I never had so much fun.
as bad as it sounds. at the time I enjoyed watching her hurt.
I was a heartbreak boy from the land of the sun.
two years later I called her on accident.
now Its time to try and make a lasting impression.
she was a good girl. I was forever a bad boy.
now I am myself. It might work.

she was wild and I ran.
and It was not far enough
the sex fiend I should of never let in.
I was afraid that if I didn't go out with this chick.
she would press rape charges when I was overly drunk
and she fed me the shots so she could feel some type of love.

this was the last.
she was young and I was having a blast
so she wanted to stay with me
because i knew how to have fun.
trouble on my mind. I did things she never knew people did.
I told her I was bad news when she wanted to hang around.
What I said just made her obsessed and told the world
we were in love when we only hung out like twice
and the nights had no romance so I am a little confused
where she would think I wanted relations.
I was in for a good night with some company
no love or relations. It was a little aggravating.
lets just say it took me blowing up on her
for her to understand what I was feeling.

all these hearts I conquered.
all those hearts that conquered mine.
I had my fair share of love and loss.
Its a bit crazy laying them out like a map.
It doesn't matter if they forgot those nights
It doesn't matter if they still miss those days.
It just shows I know my way around emotions
good or bad, I am happy and sad that these memories are in the past.
a road map to my love.
Its a long list but I know It wont be too much longer
until I find the one. Its all a experience,
for what is to come.
but Love is crazy and spontaneous
up and down and around town.
you never know when you will find
the next heart that captures your attention.

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