Unsettling
This feeling
Sort of an empty memory
A passing of years
That cannot be held on
Waking up, shaking the feeling
Other people's souls
Search for you in them
Raining in your heart
Tears we know flood our minds
Nothing more than reaching out
A clear view of peace
Quickly snatched
Picture captured in an old heart
why why why
One more time
Rain through our minds
Fishing out bad memories
Yelling words that should have been said
One thought, another thought
Ruining my thinking
Was is clear and what is dead
Hurts in my stomach
This knot, this thing
Laughing without breath
Suddenly halted to a stop
This thing
Can you feel it?
Drinking sadness away
knots defeat it
It's raining in my mind
In my heart
In my soul
In my arms
In my life
In my being
In everything that I once
held dear
Release me from this knot