useless learning

A Meaningless System, And I'm apart/ a part

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm very unhappy with my Junior year of high school so far. I work very hard, ace most of my classes, (even the concurrent enrollment ones) and do better than most but I'm still unhappy. I don't feel like I have accomplished everything. I wish I could funnel my skills in one area instead of trying to build EVERYTHING. Dance, sports, theater, regular education, you name it, and I have a talent there. And I can't choose what to follow and/or go into. Ugh. I feel so lost.