Torment
Blind
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“Blind”
Why me, Why can't I see
this pain inside, it is to hard to hide
my love for you, as you so knew
why couldn't you love me
my world was blind and free
In my mind
you weren't hard to find
with every beat of my heart
you were there with a new start
but every tear I'd shed
I wish I was dead.
Dead
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“Dead”
I sold my soul
for something so low
my hate will grow
my fears will glow
falling in the darkest hole
why do you do this to me?
why can't I be free?
why can't I open my eye's and see?
I gave up everything
The insects pile
my corpse they will defile
torn by your greed
killed by your need
slit my wrists to let the blood flow
my spirit trapped below
I am dead to the world
God is dead to me
Dead to the World
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“Dead to the world”
Hurting till the pain runs its course
hurting because you are the source
I can't stop thinking about the past
how everything went by so fast
I miss the way your words would touch my heart
all this pain is tearing me apart
my life is a shame, and I'm to blame
I'm scared to sleep, I'm in to deep
and no where left to run
My hearts an open wound
from all the lies it's consumed
When it's all said and done
you were the one
without you I'm nothing
a corpse rotting away
pathetically thinking about you every day
now back to reality
where you left me just a fatality
unable to love as much
numb to the vary touch
gray is all I see
wishing for something that will never be
and this is me
Dead to the World
Eternity
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“Eternity”
Take my love upon your crimson wings
whispering in my ear all those wonderful things
once inside, you closed your eye's and flew away
my god is dead, and you want me to pray
I look back on the painful day
when a soul had been killed
and everything was trapped and sealed
I was lost for eternity
within my own heart, a hallow plague had begun to start
every day, I wish I could just die
every night, I made a plan, and would try
Now I wake and struggle for a reason
a lifetime spent wasted on this season
I should have for-seen this, but how could I resist
those memories stained in my head
my plan made well, cause now I'm dead
a wound so deep, my heart had bled
A life I was forced to see
A corpse I am to be, and now I'm lost for eternity
The Pain of Love
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“The Pain of Love”
Life is a pain
in that you cannot gain
when I saw you, I wanted to be with you
I love you and it hurts
what am I to do
life without love, is no life at all
Death is a release
life is but a punishment
let me die, let me be free from
my chains, let me feel the pain
of this everlasting drain, on my soul
I loved, I will always love you
from here to the end of time
but I will always be blind.
Torture
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“Torture”
Tie me up, and tear out my heart
Beat me, scold me and let it start
cut me
bleed me
let me fear
gut me and hang me like a deer
Kill me now
don't waste time
I'm not worth a single dime
I can hear the song of death
I can feel the cold
I can see the light
In the darkness of the Night
Help me
set me free before it's done
you think this is fun?
My ribs can feel the air
you this this is fair?
Then it stops, all is quiet
The pain, the feelings its all gone
I lie here in my bloody bed
it is done I am dead