Torment

Blind

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Blind”

 

 

Why me, Why can't I see

this pain inside, it is to hard to hide

my love for you, as you so knew

why couldn't you love me

my world was blind and free

In my mind

you weren't hard to find

with every beat of my heart

you were there with a new start

but every tear I'd shed

I wish I was dead.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

(Updated; From Psycho- Confessions)

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Dead

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Dead”

 

I sold my soul

for something so low

my hate will grow

my fears will glow

falling in the darkest hole

why do you do this to me?

why can't I be free?

why can't I open my eye's and see?

I gave up everything

The insects pile

my corpse they will defile

torn by your greed

killed by your need

slit my wrists to let the blood flow

my spirit trapped below

I am dead to the world

God is dead to me

 

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Dead to the World

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Dead to the world”

 

 

Hurting till the pain runs its course

hurting because you are the source

I can't stop thinking about the past

how everything went by so fast

I miss the way your words would touch my heart

all this pain is tearing me apart

 

 

 

my life is a shame, and I'm to blame

I'm scared to sleep, I'm in to deep

and no where left to run

My hearts an open wound

from all the lies it's consumed

When it's all said and done

you were the one

without you I'm nothing

a corpse rotting away

pathetically thinking about you every day

now back to reality

where you left me just a fatality

unable to love as much

numb to the vary touch

gray is all I see

wishing for something that will never be

and this is me

Dead to the World

 

 

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(Updated; From Psycho- Confessions)

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Eternity

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Eternity”

 

Take my love upon your crimson wings

whispering in my ear all those wonderful things

once inside, you closed your eye's and flew away

my god is dead, and you want me to pray

I look back on the painful day

when a soul had been killed

and everything was trapped and sealed

I was lost for eternity

within my own heart, a hallow plague had begun to start

every day, I wish I could just die

every night, I made a plan, and would try

Now I wake and struggle for a reason

a lifetime spent wasted on this season

I should have for-seen this, but how could I resist

those memories stained in my head

my plan made well, cause now I'm dead

a wound so deep, my heart had bled

A life I was forced to see

A corpse I am to be, and now I'm lost for eternity

 

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The Pain of Love

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The Pain of Love”

 

Life is a pain

in that you cannot gain

when I saw you, I wanted to be with you

I love you and it hurts

what am I to do

life without love, is no life at all

Death is a release

life is but a punishment

let me die, let me be free from

my chains, let me feel the pain

of this everlasting drain, on my soul

I loved, I will always love you

from here to the end of time

but I will always be blind.

 

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Torture

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Torture”

 

Tie me up, and tear out my heart

Beat me, scold me and let it start

cut me

bleed me

let me fear

gut me and hang me like a deer

Kill me now

don't waste time

I'm not worth a single dime

I can hear the song of death

I can feel the cold

I can see the light

In the darkness of the Night

Help me

set me free before it's done

you think this is fun?

My ribs can feel the air

you this this is fair?

Then it stops, all is quiet

The pain, the feelings its all gone

I lie here in my bloody bed

it is done I am dead

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