A solitary star
Distant and cold
Amid a universe of shadows
It shines alone
Small and white
It glows alight
Clean and bright
On its own tonight
Near the horizon
Resting between heaven and earth
The dream
Always the same dream
A sun covered in blood
Over a field of grey
Lifeless thousands
Innocents where Death took them
Now waiting for judgement
Waiting to judge
Blackness with a red star
Shining down on the aftermath
Death has a large appetite
Its jaws bite down on all
Gnawing on their inanimate bodies
The dying are crying out against it
But their life is but a candle in a breeze
Soon to extinguish
They were but innocents
Caught in the crossfire
But not I
Too long have I fought this war
Come Hades, come quickly old friend
My time is near
And I am tired
Take me
What's the purpose in this life of mine
To keep swimming in an ocean without end
The tide pulling me far from shore
They say I'm fine
That I'll survive
But I'm only human
My strength is leaving fast
How long can I stay afloat?
I sink into nothing
A world where I can't breathe
Fire within but water without
Suffocating
Floating
Flying
In poisoned air
Finally a dream come true
A never ending dream
Isn't life beautiful?
It is now...
If your life was a song,
what would it sing?
Would it's lyrics edify?
Will it speak of the many people who's
lives were touched by your existence?
Is it going to show that you stood for something?
Compose a motif that others will want to replicate.
Lost in this moment
The warmth of our bodies make us sweat
The stiffness from what we have just accomplished
You and I,
A miracle
Your breath invites me in
Into your heart
Into your mind
Into your very soul
As our bodies mesh into one
As our souls embrace each other
You sigh as I touch you
Ectasy as we unite
Swirlling vortex of pleasure
Both of us lose sight
As life is created within you
As death is passed on through me
A miracle is created
A mirror of that moment
When we came together as one
The soft constant thud of heartbeat
I melt like dark chocolate so sweet
Wrapped in the comfort of white plush pulse.
Not teddy bear
Not the soft fur of the baby dogs
Ah, the quiet gentleness of my hubby.
I see so little
I hear so little
I comfort in so little.
Road warrior I am; cold and armored to battle the insanity of this mad world
The quiet comfort of the hotel guest above
And the loud scrambling comfort by the quest next door
Both of which is wish to never know.
I know my life no more
Taken on its own life existence
One that is lonely, cold, and filled with the silent screams in my head.
I so want to be wrapped in the tender white plush pulse of my real life
The soft whisper in my ear
The most tender kiss on my forehead
The warmth of your arms tight around me.
Protect me from this insanity.
I leave the armor in the limo ready and waiting for next week.
Hold me tight. Don't let go. Let the world scream by without us.
"I love you now and forever,"
because he has a crooked tooth
because he is tall and built
because he's short and frumpy
because he's bald
because he's a great fiance
because he's understanding
because he's kind
because he laughs with me
because he cries with me
because he empties the trash for me
because he leaves his dirty dishes in the sink
because he's comfortable when he's with me
because he listens
because he is resilient
because he is cunning
because he is so ugly in the morning and
it makes me feel prettier, and he doesn't even
care
because he farts and blames it on me
because he bails me out when i'm down in the dumps
because he has a dimple on one cheek only
because he has nice cheeks*** ;-)
because he smells good
because he has body odor
because he's smart
because he failed the driver's test 4 times in a week
because he dropped out of highschool
because he kissed my forehead when i needed it kissed
because he kissed my ass when i was being a bitch
because he outsmarts people
because he's a great fiance
because he's the best dad
because he's the best brother in the world
because he is the best friend i ever had
because he's obese
because he's not perfect
because he's perfectly himself
because he works hard
because he tries hard
because he never gives up
because he loves my cooking
because his hands fit perfectly on my waist
because he eats like a pig
because he snores
because he leaves the toilet seat down
because he hurt my feelings
because he loves me
because i love loving him
because he is a man
3:05 AM 7/6/2013
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