No longer straight into men
Attracted too women driving hormones insane
No longer heartbroken into pieces
Only one half seperated, the other in love
Devotion, passion and rare relation
No longer a single woman in depression
No longer attached completely
Only without strings holding back an explorer
No longer following any rules of society
Thrown the rule book into the fire to burn
Becoming part of the straight edge community
Desired to implode with a unique personality
No longer for generic sensuality
No longer for dabbling into indifference
Respect there's no authority
Respect that there's originality
Do not forget certain morals
Attained while one becomes wise
Do not forgive certain individuals
Do not forget there is trust to be earned
Not forgiven to be forgotten
Desired to fulfill this happiness
Held your guard down
Became uptight, more innocent
Forgave the apologies
Forgave the sympathy
And got the strength to fight back
Forgive the forgotten
Those betrayed. those disloyal
Knee deep within' their own ego
Putting there self first
And for the most attending to their own needs
Less valuable, less noble
Required to be forgiven
Do not let your guard down
For those not deserved
Not forgiven to be forgotten
Of their apologies
Been through good
Been though bad
Been up, been down
Been all around
Still surviving
Still standing strong
Still dishing out shit
Still receiving it back
Still pushing everyone's buttons
Tried to be patient
Tried to be calm
Tried to be happy
Tried to move on
Tried everything there is to give up in this life
What words can describe it
When actions speak louder
Fulfillment in destruction
The feeling of pain I suffer
With what you ask
My brain, my soul
My body language
The tone in my voice does not explain anything
I'm a bitch and proud of it
What do you have to be proud of?
Author's Notes/Comments:
Not really Proud to be a "Bitch", at the time I was in my life and have changed the situation at hand and have become proud of other stuff.