Life happy sad

My mind at 200%

I wanna go , leave everyone behind

Sick of messing up time after time

Wanna stop letting people down

He she him her all got frowns 

All because I'm around

Need to start fresh or Ima see death

Should've done it by now but I'm too sketch

What if it's like this next? 

That's all I think while trying to rest 

Gotta get mature gotta get focused

Wanna live with her in love like a romance 

But it always ends like a bad circus

Don't even know where I'd go

Prolly somewhere on either coast coastin

Sitting on the beach no worries just toastin

Man that sounds good, no worries

But I won't have no worries till I'm buried 

I always say I'm blessed to be stressed

But I don't wanna be apart of this depressing test

All I want is to pass, move on, cross my bridge

But I seem to never be able to and I cringe

I wanna be Alive,   I don't wanna be alive

That's messed up, what do I do

 

I just leave and hope no one follows me through


Author's Notes/Comments: 

first “poem” or whatever. Lmk what this is exactly a poem Or prose and of course what you think ! Thanks 

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