I felt like this a while ago

How I Feel

I'm standing stong on the outside,

but on the inside I am torn.

I'm falling apart

I have a hole in my heart

it is growing bigger and bigger

each year.

Its a black hole

and I can't stop it.

There is no way to stop it.

The more I realize its there

the more it hurts.

I want to scream.

I want to let it out

but I can't.

I don't want anyone to find out'

but also I want someone to know.

I'm afaid it will swollow me up

and my cheerful world will die.

I'm going crazy

but I'm not showing it.

Is there a way to stop this mad hole?

 

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