# Childhood #healing from the past

when I was a child

 

Let’s be honest I’m pretty fuckin emotionally messed up.

 

When I was a child if I cried I was threatened to be spanked now I only cry when I’m alone

 

When I was a child so many people called me names now I’m so used to being called names

 

When I was a child I had a total of 3 dads leave me now I’ll call anyone a dad

 

When I was a child I was always ignored now I don’t even bother saying what I want to say

 

When I was a child I felt like nothing now I have a low self a steam

 

When I was a child I was used for my sweetness now I purposely am rude

 

When I was a child I used to trust everyone now it’s hard to even trust my own mind or the floor

 

I’ve never been a priorty to you so why would you be mine? You left my cause your girlfriend said I was a brat. Will I ever be someone’s priority.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Its deep comment on thoughts