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Truth

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Erotic

I cannot live with what I have done to you
Even now, you are water while I roast and burn!

While asleep, even my dreams are not of you!

 

 

Her lips are crimson, her skin fair and smooth, her voice melodious and tempting

 

The Siren who visits me when I'm in the realm of Somnus

 

I pour all my tenderness into each kiss and touch, and though I kiss you longer and hold you tighter, it's an alien feeling

 

As if I am a ghost

 

 

It is her I see everywhere I go

 

It is her I only think about

 

It is her I only feel to love

 

 

However, she has long since passed this Earthly realm and though I'm committed to you and our children, she always haunts my heart

 

In my mind's eye, she is still here with me - alive

 

We have a life together - a family

 

Our children are happy and healthy

 

 

You found me at my lowest

 

At a time when I thought that I could never enjoy happiness - or life - ever again

 

And though we share a life together - a family complete with children

 

I will always be stuck in the past; it is where my heart truly lies and where my good memories are stored

 

If this is hell, I don't want to know what heaven is!

La mia penitenza deve essere per sempre amarti!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The truth is rarely pure and simple - Oscar Wilde

 

The tragedy of losing a first love and having to move on with your life

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