Poem again lol
I love my life and walk it
Live well until I heard the bell ring
Ain't no sting of any flesh that can catch this
RIP Christina Grimmie♡
Like a semi you hit us love
The love of God
So your heart was good
But your soul is at home
And for all I known is there as well
I will meet and see our Father God
LOL to haters you just don't get it
But I don't expect it
I know I'm reckless
My message I sure not mention
Because I need an inervention cause I speak like a christian
My doctrine and my views make me sound like a hypocrite
My decision I chose makes me feel no sight more light
Soul flying higher and beyond a kite
Told hater on skype
Grew angry like Satan's will
Who's love is greater than my Father's
I heard a wallow and no answer
Advanced spiritual
Can't get better than my memories
Memories of great thoughts
To sell my soul short never
But something better
I measured the love and faith
I deal I would not escape
Profess all day everyday
No one can make me feel the way my Father does
Knowing there is trust and love and all thee above
I feel this is truly home.
No matter how hard the boy tried
The other children didn’t seem to accept Tim
After school, he went home and cried
Because the other children made fun of him
As he grew up, it all became worse
Fists to his face, tape on his glasses
He prayed for the end of his curse
Prayed for his safety between classes
But they didn’t stop, he kept on crying
Pushes in the halls, books to the ground
They crowded around him, their fists flying
Beat until he didn’t make a sound
He came to and went home
Said he couldn’t take it anymore
Why did he deserve to be all alone?
He opened the bottle and began to pour
The white pills that would help him die
First in his hand, then down his throat
No hope, no regret, he didn’t even cry
After all, who did he have to keep him afloat?
One person is all he needed, one friend
But no one spoke up; they just stood to the side
One person could have prevented his end
A person who could have at least tried
I kept on looking, wondering
Who could love me
I finally got to a point
Where I figured it wouldn’t be
I don’t know how or why
I finally got to that point
I just figured I would
Just stay in this joint
Of being here and believing that
Maybe I wasn’t ever to find love
That’s when I finally woke up
Felt like someone had given me a shove
Because I realized you were always there
And just waiting for me to speak up
So I finally did, 11 years later
That’s when I finally spoke up
And said what I feel
Just hoping against hope
That you would feel the same way
That’s when I put myself on that rope
And just jumped wondering and hoping
That you would be there to catch me
And I found to my amazement that
You have always felt that way for me
So we began dating that night
I still feel like I’m flying so damn high
Even though it’s been days and nights
So now I know, is all that’s left for us is to try
Even though at this moment you’re so far
I know that in a few months you’ll come to me
And that’s when we can finally
Be just who we wanted to be
~Chrystal
Written on
March 10, 2011