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Stargazers

We met in a bubble of stardust,
Shining in the moon's silvery soft glow,
At the sight of each other, emotions long silenced

Were jostled and jumbled, stirred into life's vortex,

Sensations of light, feelings of joy long forgotten began to spring up

Like the start of a cyclone in the quietude of the sea,

Years of lost thoughts, wasted tears, and dreams emerged,

And in that moment, our essences melded,

And the gloom that held the shroud of darkness,
Tightly over your soul lifted,
And for one short moment,
There was air igniting a fire,
Where there had been none,
What is this love?
Never ending attraction,
Reaction, satisfaction,
With it's own breath, life, and death,
Intertwining souls on a long and winding road,
Carve the destinies of many,
With a single grain of sand as their world,
And a pocketful of silver stardust.

Love is sweetness.

...such completeness!

 

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Spiral to the moon

the eyes are so beautiful... 

people abuse their lips too often.. 

ugly words.. distraught faces.

passing through dark voids.. 

black spaces.. 

footprints in cement..

writing in sand.. 

 

mistakes made, but by the time I realize..

it always seems just too late.

maybe we don't deserve a second chance..

sometimes I feel like that's all I need.

guess i'll have to deal.

 

in my mind, i've kneeled to you & cried.

in this heart, my yearning towards you will not subside so easily.

my soul is screaming..

there's a spirit looking down..

such disappointment,

destroying me.

 

false reality you try & pull her into..

worn limbs, shattered smiles, heavy eyes.

the pain is swelling..

so fake, you keep on, like a robot, with no cause...

fuck these man-made laws.

I don't need your restriction to enjoy myself.

these rules crash down, fallen stones on the ground..

 

I will blow away with the leaves, for I am not stablized as the trees.

some night, near or distant, I will fly up & greet the moon..

when I get there, i'll ask, "is it still too soon...?"

Seashells in the Sand

I found Sea Shells in the Sand,

oh lucky me,
I found Love when it hurts, 
and its right in the center of me,
 
If you know the way the time flows,
i'll build a garden around,
go my love,
go my darling,
and take what's on the ground,
 
We will walk through a thousand white fields,
finding nothing new,
nothing ever shines,
the way you do,
 
You know my mistakes,
anvil heavy,
hold them up for me,
hold them up for me,
 
Losing our love,
losing our minds,
you found your way,
and i've lost mine,
 
I found Sea Shells in the Sand,
oh lucky me,
I found love when it hurts,
and its right in the center of me
 
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Secrets in the sand

knowing you the way I got to, helped me really appreciate the rain pouring down, & to look past the clouds.. 

I never felt one with the sand until you touched my hand.. even the fireworks weren't ever as breath-taking.. 

you to me, were like a piece of breathing earth, with eyes, & ears.. a heart.. but too many fears.. 

I can't say you have much more then me, though.. & it doesn't matter which one of us is less flawed..

 

I wish I could fly away to a paradise, somewhere i'll finally have all the closure I need... for everything..

I feel like I have to fight with myself everyday.. battle of self esteem, hopes, dreams, disappointments, needs.. 

I battle to stay awake, & I battle to fall asleep.. 

 

wherever did the peace go? whatever happened to the flow...

I got lost in the forest of my mind, trying to become free..

but more then a few of these deeply rooted trees have collapsed & fallen on top of me..

scratching at the dirt, gripping at the grass.. I can't breathe..

 

is love just as much baggage as hate..? because they both seem to feel equally heavy..

maybe inside i'm just overweight.. 

maybe that's what i've been seeing.. 

how can I work from the inside, out..? 

how can I prevent these ups & downs..? 

do you even know..? I didn't think so..

it's all up to me.

 

learn to appreciate the rain... even if it's drenching you in pain..

i'll always be your secret.. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2.27.13

Twisted reality & a wounded love

Realities twisted, lying through your every day lives, seeping in your eyes...

fusion in their very own true colors...

our skin is dead.. the heart is greatest the vessel.

my brain is on overload.. nothing stays in tune. 


Forever packaged in your box of perfect calamity. misery hate's herself, but loves her company..

shadowed by death & the light is to conceal the darkness.

water flows inside us, like our waves of emotions..
Ocean of life, the constant misty rain to trickle despair,

the sand to hold us together & bury the fear sunken beneath it..

I won't ever know if you really love me.

Your mind is almost always ingested with shit.. & then you go & feed it.

although fantasy is my favorite belief, I don't want to be the plaque on your mildly yellowed teeth..

I don't want to be that needle in your arm...

I do wish I could free you from "your reality" of pain..

i'd like to take you on an adventure far away with me.. somewhere we'd both be free.
because in the end I think I know I can ignore & re-create parts of reality to where I need it to be.

I hope one day you'll be able to comprehend that state of freedom mentally.. 

I don't expect automatic acceptance. I know everything is a test..

sometimes, or for the most part, it could make everything seem worthless..

I try my best not to fall on my face.. I live for spiritual feat.

but if what I live for isn't on this earth too, then why is my body here to begin with...?

I feel physically unnecessary.

everything here now just ends up what used to be... i'm not sure if it mean's anything to me..

I miss so many people every second, every passing day... it's like each day is a bigger loss then the one before.

but I guess the soul could just be a gaping black empty growing hole..
Don't get me wrong. I entrust positivity.. but this pain is buried within my identity.

a lot of the time when you'll try so hard to fly... you will end up falling..

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Oct. 2012. 

MOUNDS OF SAND--MONTI CULOS DE ARENA -SENRYU


La marea sube y baja

grandes monticulos de orena

por todas partes decipcion no. 

(c) copyright heather burns

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Mounds of sand get in our way.    author

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IN THE SAND

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LOVE KNOTS

Tracking raindrops  
through the sand.

puddles of water
remain
every footprint
sinking deeper

until they are
buried in  the
sand.

(c) copyright heather burns

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