To cold to walk the shadows without you,
Dark night holds no more mystery,
Forever the same disturbing dream,
From which i never awaken
I miss the way you encouraged and supported
My dreams, and celebrated with me as they came true.
Mine heart, into a lonely place, was transported
When you moved into your Heavenly mansion.
No matter, what I was going through
Your shoulder was there for me to cry on.
Someday, I’ll kneel at the throne next to you.
Whenever I was sick, it was to you, I looked to for
The tenderest of care, and you always came through.
Chest congestion required “Vick’s Salve,” but pour
“monkey’s blood,” on a scraped knee.
Potato soup was the medicine for the flu.
Oh, how you took care of this child that was me.
And someday I’ll kneel at the throne next to you.
We had long, late night talks about our faith,
Exhorting and encouraging one another.
Your love for your kin and kith
Was unconditional, yet could not rival
The love you had for your Lord
Who I know was overjoyed at your arrival.
And someday I’ll kneel at the throne next to you.
You taught me the golden rule,
and the ten commandments.
You kept me from growing up to be a fool.
All over my life, are your fingerprints,
And I owe all that I have become to you and the Lord.
And someday I’ll kneel at the throne next to you.
I think of all that you meant to me
And regret that I took for granted
That for me, there, you’d always be.
Yet I’m thankful for the seeds you planted.
I regret that I took for granted
the love you showed your family;
Yet I’m thankful for the seeds you planted
In my heart that have grown into the man that is now me.
the love you showed your family
was unconditional, and forgiving. It lives
In my heart and is growing into the man I need to be.
Warmth, to my heart, your memory gives.
Your love was unconditional, and forgiving. It lives
On now in our hearts, as we await the day we see you in Heaven.
Warmth, to my heart, your memory gives
For your memory is my safe haven.
I await the day I will see you in Heaven
And can thank you for the seeds you planted.
For, now your memory remains my safe haven,
Yet I regret that I took you for granted.
Greatly missing you, I
Rely on memories to keep you
Alive in mine heart.
Needing, longing to hear your voice again,
Desperately missing those late night conversations.
My heartbreak is appeased by the realization that you
Are in Heaven, awaiting to hug me again, someday.
Weeping, I am lost without you.
Escape from the heartbreak of grief, there
Seems to be no such thing, except in
The realization that you have found your eternal reward.
I just sit here
And it's one more day without her.
I just drink this stuff
And it's a day added to this distance between us.
I just look in the mirror,
And it's one person
Who has no one
Left.
I'd take back those words that lead us to isolation
So i sit here wondering what your like now.
Have you changed?
I really havn't
I still need you.
I'm lying alone in my bed
with thoughts of you in my head
I'm not in my four sided room
I rest where i can face the moon.
In this rooftop
Branches toss in soft wind
Hanged clothes gracefully dancing
It's you i am praying and thinking.
Oh lonely summer nights
My dear, my beloved your out of my sight
I turned my eyes upon your chamber door
It's you i am longing for.
The moon shines so bright and slowly
Like your natural unchanging inside out beauty
Millions of shimmering stars in my eyes
I wish to gaze firmly in your lovely eyes.
My love is warm and safe in my arms
My heart is loud and clear
But how can you hear
My love you're not here.
You're the sound of my head
Every time i lie and get up from bed
In the soft Frosted stillness of this summer moon
I hope you have a peaceful sleep and see you SOON!
Colm White, Such a Favourable Site.
Seeing Him Smile, Laughing all the While.
He know what he likes, from Power Rangers to Bikes.
Wrestling and Games, to deciding Dog Names.
How could you be bored, Playing Baguette Swords.
From Cookie and Co, and fixing things as Jove*.
To Exploring the Unknown, of Black Gits^ Cove.
The Old Tire swing, and random songs we'd sing.
Spice Girls to Greenday, Oasis to Mudvayne.
Bowling For Soup Right? and "Dancing in the Moonlight"
Blondie and Good Charlotte, even "Beast and the Harlot".
Songs we use to sing, when you were a tiny thing.
Like "You're Gorgeous" and maybe, The one Mum sung to you as a baby.
Us wishing you Goodnight, to Long Pins in Play Fights.
When you and Tony use to fight, over kinberly and who was white ~
Ranger, and that stranger.
Who found you in Ireland, we lost you and cried then.
We found you Happily, and went Supamacs rapidly.
From Starting school, to the Swimming Pool.
Sea Cadets and camping, to Power Ranger Stamping.
From Every single Birthday, to the trips with nursary.
Even Trips with the Community lot, Every Present and Gift you got.
To even Right Now, We love you so much you're doing us Proud.
From Every Song we use to Sing,
From Good to Bad to even Strange,
Just remember everything,
There's Nothing we'd change.
Our Spring Onion
Our Chicken Sandwich
Our Gorgeous Baby..
Colm
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I look at you after so many weeks have past
And I finally get to smile at last.
I see u and my mind goes blank, finally it emptys its self
Of all the problems, and worrys.
I see u and my frown turns to a smile.
And my heart beats so fast and quick
For I have missed ur touch
Ur love
Ur words that make me feel so special.
Its so good to see u
Iv missed u so
I love you, I hope u no.
I screwed up that's a fact,
and there's nothing I can do to take it back.
I should have been there when I meant to be.
Maybe then you wouldn't be so mad at me...
There's nothing I can say,
and I don't know what to do.
I know I messed up bad...
I should've been there for you...
I should've been there when you needed me
then maybe I'd get to see
the smile on your face
how bright it is everyday
I don't know what else to say
I should've been there for you today.