lost

Something Left "to find"

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Something Left 'To Find'”

 

 

 

I wanna run away from this pain inside

breaking, bleeding no where to hide

it's hard to believe this time

that there's something good left to find

can't trust my emotions

riding high in your motions

falling deeper below

all my fears begin to show

and all my tears have dried

I lied, but still cried

all the pain is breaking me into nothing

but still fighting for something

feeling so empty

yet everything is so tempting

I'm left blind, and confined

in my chains of condemnation

No chance of redemption

 

 

 

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(Updated; From Psycho- Confessions)

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Damaged

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Damaged”

 

I am damaged

my mind, my body, my soul.

I feel like I'm never whole

The dreams dance around my mind.

Wishing I could just hit rewind

to see it all over again

to see you again.

I am damaged

but somehow I managed

to crawl out and see

a world I built around me

beautiful and grotesque.

Something no one could molest.

This is my life, this is my home.

 

Somewhere in it all I got lost.

Somewhere in it all I got damaged.

This is what I am

its what separates me from them.

I am damaged

my spirit, my heart, my will

I close my eyes and I can feel

all the pain, escaping into my words, into my art

and that is when I know, it bled from my heart.

 

 

 

 

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