jealousy

*~ !!.. إغضب ~*







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اغضب .. يا رجل

اغضب كما تريد

وافعل ما تشاء

لم تزل .. كما أنت    

وكما عهدي بك .. لم تتغير  

!! حينما تغضب

تملأ الغيم الأسود

في امتداد السماء

تزرع الشوك  واليأس

في قلب الرجاء

..الأنا  

!! تغمض عينيك

تستبدل لغة العقل

بلغةٍ هادرة .. عاصفة .. عمياء

تقتل الحب في قلبك

متى تشاء

وتعود وتحبني  

!! متى تشاء

تكرس ثورتك

وأسـلحة قوامتك                

وتبدأ بشن هجومك

لتَسْــتَعِر حياتي .. وتُسـْـتَنزَف ذاتي

بحربك الهوجاء

وكأنني في صراع أبدي

معك للاستمرار والبقاء

.. بوصـلة قلبي

أدركها الضياع

.. ما بين الحب

والغيرة

والحيرة الخرسـاء

.. تاهت معالم حبي  

وفقدت الشاطئ  والمرساة

تقتلعني غضباً , من جذوري

تمحو معالمي .. تبعثرني

.. تسـتنزف صبري

تسـتدعي تاريخ شـجوني

لأعود من حيث بدأت

.. خالية الوفاض

منهكة

يحتويني الخواء

لا يوقف اجتياحك

إلا خضـوعي

إلا أن تراني أنزف .. من عيونـي

ما زلت كما عهدتك

شـرقي ٌَ العادات .. لا السـمات

! رجلاً حين يغضب  

لا يتوانى من بعد عشـقي

.. أن يكسـرني  

أن يحطمني

أن يجعلني أتناثر

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The Perfect Daughter.

Always bitched at for one thing or another

I am not nor will I ever be my sister

"Fatass go excersise"

"Why can't you be like her and compromise?"

I was an accident

She was the planned perfection of the ascent

In and out of therapy

Being diagnosed with a deadly disease

All they can do is yell

Well they can just go to hell

She is the diamond

And I am the coal

I will never be perfect

Or compare to her in any way

Can't I just be left alone?

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What they told me to expect

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Love

they say that honesty is the best policy well

so did you

(and i'm sleeping in this bed alone)



but i've never really been that honest

i thought you were but you

pulled the wool over MY eyes



they told me i couldn't expect you

to wait

but you said i could

so i did



and you told me you expected the same from me

but you never waited except for a moment

when my back was turned,  and

my weakness showed

to take advantage of me.



so you exceeded my expectations

you're more of an asshole than I thought you could be.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

MARIO SUCKS!

don't ever cheat on a bitch like me, that's our lesson to learn today.

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When You Say Her Name.

It hurts everytime you say her name

My stomach begins to turn

And i feel sick

You go on talking about her

Like it doesn't bother me

Of course I act like it doesn't

Inside however I am dying

I cry alone at night by myself

Because I know I will never have you

Then I scream out of hatred

Because I hate her for being with you

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Lipstick On My Collar?

you ask me about this lipstick on my collar

you know how these women get when they try and holla

they know good and well that I'm already taken

can't have em around me cuz I know you'll start breakin

working with a bunch of women may drive you insane

you're the one I come home to, they have nothing to gain

I stay committed to the 9 to 5 with no drama intended

if I tried to hide this, then I wouldn't present it

but that ain't my style, so if you wanna address it

come to my job one day and so we can repress it



you wanna know about this lipstick on my collar?

you need to watch your so-called friends at the parlor

especially that one with the fake nails and the wig

the chick gave me a hug and tried to sneak me a kiss

to congratulate me on some shit I don't know about

then she'll turn around and find some dirt to talk about

controversy is one thing that I won't tolerate

you can either believe your friends or we can consolidate

some of these "women" can really be a trip

I use the term lightly, cuz she'll get ripped

she can't stand to see another female happy

all because her life is lonely and crappy



You wanna know about this lipstick on my collar?

these birds are off the chain, and others try harder

you lookin at me like I wanted this to happen

like I go around the block, and then get it crackin

these accusations and drama really makes me sick

I'm surprised you didn't ask if you can smell my dick

or diggin through my pockets to find some numbers

and any little thing to put this man under

I understand sometimes you have the right to be jealous

but don't catch a 'tude when I wanna hang with the fellas

when I'm around other women, I just set things straight

I seperate the real friends from the ones who are fake

cuz these phonies will try to get everything you got

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I've watched and analyzed people's relationships in the past and the petty things that are thrown in the equation that may sometimes succeed in making them sour. this here was just an example.
Peace.

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Stop the Hatin!!

It's the grace and the confidence

I incorporate in my walk

I keep head elevated with possitivity

in my talk

just because I don't sulk on the corner

doing nothing

I make moves exclusively..I'm always

doin something

You look me up and down with the hate in your eyes

and then you wanna give pounds with the looks of despise

I don't need your handshakes cuz I don't trust snakes

focus my lens on self and peeps who relate, not with fakes

despite what you may think or what others may say

you can't stand to see a brotha succeed his own way

And no, I don't think that I'm better then you

I just have better things to do



Feel me?

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Wonder of the World

i am happier than you'd think

just give me a hard drink

and a cigarette to get through this shit

a raft out of this sinkhole



she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder of the world



a wonder of the world

i could tell if you turned the music down

a beautiful wonder of the world

oh yes and she's beautiful

i could tell if i wanted to

oh yes she's so beautiful

another beautiful wonder of the world



she is happier than you'd ever dream

that teen prom queen

the celluloid thing that you left me for

this is so obscene



she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder of the world



a wonder of the world

i could tell if you turned the music down

a beautiful wonder of the world

oh yes and she's beautiful

i could tell if i wanted to

oh yes she's so beautiful

another beautiful wonder of the world



she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder of the world

she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder wonder

she is a wonder of the world

it's a wonder

it's a wonder

it's a wonder

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written for a friend's rock group.

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Included

Included but why?

You need another flavor

And mine suits you just fine?

Can you say what

It is that I do

That makes you save

Space for two?



Could it be my look?

Beautiful, chocolate, and finished?

Or maybe it’s my doting

Overly concerned nature

Complaining and diminished?



Well, enjoy while you can

Cuz GOD’s working on me

And my man

And not only will we be one

But shall we shine again

As the rising and setting sun



Wait I ask, Included, but why?

Do I look that bewildered

Til you feel you have the right or

Deserve the satisfaction of forcing me to cry?



I fill my life with positive things

And choose to culture you

Dusted you off, taught you LOVE

And you don’t know what to do



Put words to it and be done,

Be grateful for my presence

For you have no idea

Of the blessing you were given

The whole time you thought

You were accepting and appeasing me

GOD had me doing it to you



Add up the time and tally your life

For your days are numbered

My LORD sees all, knows all, and controls all

And your arrogant leeching manner

Will sooner than later

Leave your world more shattered



No longer included you say….

Because today is not yesterday?

No skin off my butt

You’re on your way

Back down that poisonous path

From which you hungrily tried to stray



The one that merely let you function

No Love, No Peace, No Clarity

Love, GOD stops all that calamity



Through it all I wish you well,

You curse me, BUT I love you still

Scandalize my name

I am on your mind

As I move on,

You waste your time



If that is what your Inclusion entails,

Don’t EVEN BOTHER to put my invitation in the mail

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Feelings part-2





Well I guess that you were never really mad at me

And that it was all just in my mind

And now that this is over

I should really stop assuming things I don?t have all the facts to.



I really need to move on

And find someone else to love

?Cause I know that you know that I know you love her

I just want us to be real good friends?like old times



The ways you carried on with me

That look you always gave me when I said that I loved you, every thing that I wanted was gone until you came into my life.



I need you more than ever now? please just,

Come back to me?I miss the old you?the summer you

The you that I partied with all summer

I miss you, please come back?



I need you here with me my friend

but you are with her

you love her and not me

I feel for you, the same way you feel for her.

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