Fury Unleashed

Consumed

Folder: 
The Long Night

Let me rest in peace for the night ahead is long

I can't keep this pace and I fear my choice is wrong



Give me madness to cleanse my forsaken soul

Give me pain to embrace and then make it my own



I need the morbid thoughts more than I need life

You can never take away all this hate I've held inside



I don't expect understanding from those who scorn

Take me as I am and maybe one day realize I'm born



A child of different worlds a virus in the world of man

I can taste the death of life with these two very hands



The insanity will spread until all the world is mad

And then they'll never miss the things they never had



There is no forgiveness for the sins I do commit

All I ask is for pain and the pleasure you can remit



I accept the darkness and it makes me who I am

The bastard child of madness and the son of the damned

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Darkest Hour

Folder: 
Raging Fires

I'm so sick of all of this

I'm sick of dealing with life

Sick of the charming tortures

And the never ending nights



Sick of the truths I'm denied

Lies beguiled in empty smiles

Faces blank as thoughts inside

Never knowing glory's child



Destiny awaits just once

And my legacy will breath

Into the darkness it came

Like a virus it shant leave



Give me strength and give me wings

Give me the faith to change fate

I will set this world on edge

With my pain cast by their hate



Fires burning ever higher

My desires will rise like spires

With passions I shall not tire

'Till this world I see on fire



Boundless rage infests my heart

Justified by the truths told

From ashes I will bear this

The morbid truth I behold



I am unbroken and still

The blood flows like yesterday

Like the darkness inside me

It simply can't be escaped



Give me joy and give me love

Give me sweet death from above

To forge in death what life's lost

With the pain endured enough



Look deep into my black eyes

And see there is no light there

Lost in fear and endless rage

Driven beyond where I dare



But the life hidden inside

Becomes a force unbridled

So the heavens open wide

For this night I've entitled



No remorse and no pity

No regrets held for this life

I will cry no tears this day

For the world will die in strife



Give me hate and give me rage

Give me darkness to purge pure

So that dreams may shatter hard

Into madness without cure



The dust from unending nights

With blood upon broken walls

These are dreams lost to darkness

Forsaken as madness calls



With scars hidden beyond light

Sealed in blackened depths of mind

Lost for all eternity

Never the day's light to find



Only fate to seek my lost soul

Only hell to seal my lost fate

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Chyld De Damnos Grand Retour

Folder: 
The Void

Come hither ye servants of darkness

And bask in the veil of shadows

The grand retour has now begun

The cleansing light of pure sorrow



Dancing amongst the charred remains

Bathed in flames and garments torn

Darkest terran with angels' blood

Tonight the bless'ed son doth return



Casting terror unto fading night

With glorious masochistic screams

Bare witness as the walls fall down

Pay penance for realized dreams



Bless'ed be the one...

The son of the damned...

That's who I am...



Seething anger unbeknownst by man

Falling into darkness of night

Driven by all consuming madness

This hybrid born of dark and light



Torn amongst a world that mourns

With passions like the fires within

Breathing moments of insanity

And chained by mortal sins



Feel the darkness take hold

And find yourself yearning for more

Pass into darkness this night

And take heed the grand retour



Bless'ed be the one...

The son of the damned...

That's who I am...

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Shattered Past

Folder: 
Raging Fires

Lost in the fragments somewhere between

The shattered memories and broken dreams

In the realm of pain frozen in screams

I embrace this darkness for all it means



Calling to heaven in depths of night

On wounded knees my prayers take flight

As children run and scream in fright

I bear this pain, my soul, my plight



Blackened hands, blackened soul

A tormented heart as solid as stone

Eyes of fire yet turned so cold

These are the things I have stole



From lips speak madness deep within

Of a father and son and their shared sin

Of this story I wish did not begin

Of this life so wretched that lives again

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Your Shirt

I don’t why I’m writing this

Or even if I should

But if you do nothing for me

Read this, if you would

It’s not about an untold tale

Or a hurting, shattered heart

Or even about broken promises

Or two lovers driven apart

I don’t know why you say the things

The things you know that hurt me

I don’t know why you do the things

The things you know that crush me

I can’t make you believe the things

I say from within my soul

I can’t make you see the love

I delivered to you, like gold

I can only see you hearing me

Say things in my wrath

Say things in my anger, my rage

As I dwindle down this path

I can’t believe how I got this far

This bitter state I’m in

As tears stream down my cheeks

And my heart is full of sin

I don’t know why you make me feel

The way I always do

I want to rip this feeling out

And give it back to you

I don’t know what is going on

Inside I’m fucking dizzy

And the whole world won’t know because

They’re too God damn busy

I slit my wrists and bleed fresh blood

And this, too, you can tell

The scars again become numerous

Will I ever again be well?

Because inside I’m fucking burning

This pain will never be alright

But for what it’s worth, I want you to know

I sleep in your shirt at night...



© LJ Rodriguez

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"Laugh At You"

A mind is a terrible thing to waste

High school reunion wouldn't show my face

I was always looked at a little different

And I got blamed for everything,

even if I ain't do the shit

It was hectic, a total fuckin' nightmare

A room full of preps, and one thug with braided hair

Runnin' through the halls screamin' "Fuck all ya'll!"

Brass knuckle punch jackin' all jock's jaws

Insane in the cranium, people always starin'

Pointin' at me, laughin' close enough

so I can hear 'em

Until the day that I got my revenge

When they found one student stabbed to death with a pen

Whole school goin' through some emotional stress

Gotta half day off cause of that bullshit

Let me take another victim see if I can get a whole day

Remember that bitch Lisa?

They just found her in the hallway

I ain't playin' no more, stop laughin'

'Cause all that chit-chattin' as got this killa crackin'

Teacher's pet, bullethole in ya chest

Whole football team damn near layed to rest

Half the students missin', and no one knows shit

They haven't got a clue that it was all me, bitch

Higher education learn a little something ya'self

Who's next to be got, not too many left

I'm so glad this year's almost over

And maybe next year, before they laugh,

they'll look over the shoulder

New students comin' in, I'mma still be in the same grade

Murder after murder all the way until I graduate

Crazy killa, crazy killa's what they call me

No evidence, but I'm still the number one suspect

Never once was invited to a party

And if I ever was, all I'd do is bring bloodshed





They don't like me

They don't want me

Ever since I got here

They treated me strange

They got me going crazy

Ain't nobody feelin' my pain



Shed no more tears

So many years, my head's been clear

But now I understand

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This Life

This life in today that I live in,

Is less than what I except,

Big huge groups of boys hanging around,

Just for hearing my friend's sounds.



Everyone just shuwns me away,

Thinking that I don't know,

That they do talk behind my back

About the girl with skin as snow.



Everybody in this group thinks they have a problem-

which they really don't-

"ahhh I'm emo, I'm gonna kill myself"

Bullshit you're not the one who has to dealt



From mild to manic,

On everyone's hit list-going to panic



This life that I live in-

This life SUCKS.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

11-3-06

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Please leave/stay.

You always said I was the type to never go far,

Well now darling, I'm leaving, you can just be another scar,

On my alreay bruised and damnaged limb like arm,

The contract never said anything about being harmed.

So now leave, no I want you to stay,

I can never make up my mind, you know I always get this way.

So indecisive, so crazy for you,

So incisive, I so hate you.



Please go with your tangled hair and never come back,

Please stay with your sweet prayer and always come back,

I'll never look at you the same as long as you go away,

I'll never look at you with shame, as long as you never go away.

I hate you, you hear me!? So why don't you leave.

I love you, you hear me?! So why don't you let this be.

I am nothing for you, so don't call me yours.

I am everything for you, so always call me yours.

We fight way too much and we never agree.

We get along so well, I know you're ment for me.



You're everything I want,

You're nothing I need,

You're nothing I want,

But you're still everything to me.

Yes!, you're still everything to me

I'll never admit it but it's you I still need.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I had the idea of this poem for a long time in my head, and I think I did well at actually putting it into words.

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(Song) Lies and Illusions

Folder: 
Music (L)

Illusions always seem to cloud your thoughts and make you see
Something that's different like an alternate reality
Your words are no different than masks that cover your true face
I will no longer be imprisoned in this maze of lies

 

Won't listen anymore as your walls come crashing down
Illusions now unfold I am no longer bound
Now free from my cage I can see what you were about
An actor on a stage... Now there is no doubt

 

I am now awake
I can see you're fake
Your words are ugly I won't listen anymore  
I am now awake
I can see you're fake
Your words are ugly I won't listen anymore

 

Your forked tongue twists and spits out lies but I don't here a sound
Just like a snake you try to slither underneath my skin
Your poison pulses inside but it will have no affect
Coursing within it will pass through like you rejected me

 

Won't listen anymore as your walls come crashing down
Illusions now unfold I am no longer bound
Now free from my cage I can see what you were about
An actor on a stage... Now there is no doubt

 

Free... I'm free... Free...Once again I've been revived!

 

Won't listen anymore as your walls come crashing down
Illusions now unfold I am no longer bound
Now free from my cage I can see what you were about
An actor on a stage... Now there is no doubt

 

I am now awake
I can see you're fake
Your words are ugly I won't listen anymore  
I am now awake
I can see you're fake
Your words are ugly I won't listen anymore

I am now awake (I am now awake)
I can see you're fake (I can see you're fake)
You words are ugly I won't listen anymore  
I am now awake (I am now awake)
I can see you're fake (I can see you're fake)
You words are ugly I won't listen anymore

Author's Notes/Comments: 

So tired of "love." Such a pointless emotion. It leads to only pain.

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