friend

Dear Old Friend

 

Dearest Friend,

 

It is past 12:00 am

I am laid down in my bed-

Not counting sheep, but thinking of you

It sucks because I can’t get you out of my head—

I think of all the good moments we had

The times you made me laugh and smile

During my most rainy days all the while.--

I think of your touch, your kiss

A passionate bliss.

Do you remember it?

Until….

You left, you were gone.

I realized it was just a dream. It is done.

My once colored world turned to a gloomy nightmare.

I wish you knew what I feel.

I am grasped in a sudden agony of despair; it’s so real.

I am Lost. Isolated. Miserable, Shattered, Alone.

Lost, isolated, miserable, shattered, Alone.

It is as if you’ve taken my soul.

And what’s left of me is my dead walking body.

I am nobody.

Things have changed. It’s different now.

It is as if I never existed. But how?

I don’t understand.

You don’t look at me the same way,

Or smile that lovely smile that would brighten my day.

Weird part is, you hate me

Yet I still love you.

Nothing hurts more--

Than knowing that he meant the world to you,

But you meant nothing to him.

At least, not today.

So I say to you these last words-

Thank you for all those precious moments you gave me

They mean a lot, although it didn’t last.

Heh, nothing does huh?

How stupid I was to think in fairy tales.

But this isn’t a fairy tale, its reality. Love fails.

I ask myself, should I regret loving you?

Oh, love may be cruel,

But if I didn’t meet you

I wouldn’t know its sublime power.

I forgive you. After all, all good things come to an end.

You were always my companion, my sweet, dearest friend.

So thank you.

I shall accept it and go home now.

It is time for me to move in a different path.

If I don’t, I will be doomed forever concealing this wrath.

But I tell you this, I shall love again.

You just weren’t the one.

It was nice meeting you Love,

Farewell, my dearest friend.

 

 

Love,

 

Me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

:'(

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can't say " can we be friends"

don't know what in my heart

don't know what in my mind

but i'm worry too much

that i don't want to  be

not want to go in crowded place

can't say a single sentence

can we be friends

to see everywhere around me

my sense make round me

don't know how people people mix eachother

for me it is work of so many year

to talk with me freely

it is a work for me of many years

first thing i wach in everywhere

how people there,everywhere

when my friends with me

i'm still in tension

i want to leave it

i want to move on

and want to say that heart touch sentence

can we be friends

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this really happen with me. my all friends mix with others but i can't

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Love

Jag har kنnt dig i هratal,
Du نr min bنsta vنn nهgonsin,
Vad du vet om mig,
Det نr tillrنckligt fِr att dِda mig om andra fهr reda pه,
Jag har aldrig berنttat det hنr fِr dig fِrut men,
Om du skulle dِ skulle min sjنl ocksه,
Du betyder sه mycket fِr mig,
Jag saknar dig nنr du inte نr hنr,
Jag نr glad nنr du نr hنr,
Du fهr mig att le,
Du fهr mig att grهta,
Jag نr alldeles varm inombords nنr du نr runt omkring,
Jag lovade dig min sjنl,
Jag lovade att hهlla den ren,
Du vet att jag har berنttat det hنr fِrut,
Men jag sنger det igen,
Jag kommer alltid att kنnna sه hنr,
Du vet vad jag menar,
Jag kommer نlska dig fِr evigt.

Ive known you for years,
Your my best friend ever,
What you know about me,
Is enough to kill me if others found out,
Ive never told you this before but,
If you died my soul would to,
You mean so much to me,
I miss you when your not on,
Im happy when your on,
You make me smile,
You make me cry,
Im all warm inside when your around,
I promised you my soul,
I promised to keep it clean,
You know ive told you this before,
But i'll tell you again,
I'll always feel like this,
You know what I mean,
I'll love you forever.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dedicated to my hunni babe Dennis, get well soon baby! n the foreign is Swedish

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